IF YOU ARE A FOOL

Keep Distance

Until I arrived at the campus area I saw Dian still following my car. Just as he entered the campus gate, he walked in front of me. I can only smile, be happy or whatever it's called. Continue to prohibit him I am not sure of being able, which there is actually a debate like that.

After all, it's a public road, the most important thing is not real - the two roads side by side.

I'll take my phone to call Siska. It turns out he was in the room. So that I stepped on the gas again to get to the same room immediately.

At eight or less five minutes I entered the class, which was immediately welcomed to hardikan Siska

"about sleeping at home, nyampe campus in mepet-mepetin"

I just replied with a smile. Want to say no, then even keceplosan and my secret revealed.

It's not that I don't trust Siska, I just want to make sure that everything goes well. Dian and brother Jo are going to compile a thesis this semester. I don't want the fighting between them to heat up and destroy their acceleration program.

I want to really focus on myself. Two teachers asked to be his assistants. Mr. Nicholas is not kidding, he is promoting my abilities. In return, I had to work extra. Not to mention if I pass the acceleration entrance in the next semester.

The schedule will be really tight, so there is no time to think about things.

Doesn't everyone have to have a target?

Seeing my flight hours that have been a few days become extra dense, Siska just shook my head. "i support with prayer", he said.

Until at the boarding school I often left behind material. In response to all that, I consulted one of the ustadzahs there. He thinks it's okay if I cut down on the class I took at the boarding school.

" who is important" Siska said.

If I usually go nowhere not escape from Siska, this time is different. I left him in a few college sessions. I need to start reducing my dependence on friends, whoever it is.

If I want to step, I have to stand on two feet. Otherwise, I would be exhausted following the other footsteps.

"Siskaaaaa, I'm sorry. If from now on we will rarely be together again 😢 I am sad, but want how again. Turns out Mr. Nicholas wasn't messing around promoting me into an ashdos" at the end of the day I hugged him before we left class.

"awh,lebay you. Ntar also slept together" he said.

"hehe, yes, too. But I can't go back and forth" I'm still whining

"it's okay Kay. Life will never be the same. We will not be together forever. Do the best for you. You deserve all this" Siska said with confidence.

"do you still have a show after this? " ask her back.

"yes, there is a little direction to fill in the material tomorrow morning, same tax lecturer" I told.

Then we came out of the room together. Siska went straight to the parking lot while I headed for the lecturer room.

Before I got to the lecturer room, there was a passing advertisement as it turned out. The handsome heart goes by with a smile. Aishhhh, the coldness of the heart. Tired of being meaningless anymore.

At four o'clock I just came out of the lecturer's room. Before leaving the campus area I took Ashar first.

When I entered the courtyard of the mosque, uh he was again sitting sweetly in the porch of the mosque. Lately I also rarely see Dian gathering with her gang friends. Maybe because it has started different strata yes 😄

Let's just say a public place, I don't have to say hello to him specifically. After all, he was sitting with a laptop.

I finally got out of the mosque and greeted him. Just her. Just know, neighbor. Just know, one organization. Just getting to know, chatan friend.

"hhhhhhhhhh" I laughed in my heart. How cowardly of myself to admit that I love her.

Hast, what is the meaning of love. If in the end it will only bring a map.

Bury while the word love, pursue reach the mind. May one day be together, let fate guide him. Really tired of this self facing the drama of love, as if never endless.

I stepped back to leave Dian who was still sitting sweetly in the mosque foyer. I'm heading for the parking lot. When I got into the car, my phone rang

ttttrriinng ~ Dian

"i'm going to KKN in xxxx village (where my boarding school is located)."

Obviously I was surprised. Of course, this is not accidentally. It could have been him who proposed the place and with great difficulty he himself took care of the permit there.

But it is not strange if the BEM chairman easily negotiates.

What I can do, it's up to him.

"when? " ~send

tttrryingg ~ Dian

"day tomorrow"

"ok, hope you're home there" ~send

what else can I say?

It wasn't my power to change things, I could have stayed away. But fate always brings us closer.

Whether it was intentional or not, surely things would not have happened without God's intervention.

Let's just say Dian's struggle all this time began to bear sweet fruit. As long as it has not been discovered by his empress mother.

Again that name. Be tired if you have to get back on the hook.

"OK, keep your distance. Social distancing still applies" ~ send

I again emphasized to Dian, so that wherever he is not then make him forget that between me and him is still created a real distance.

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