IF YOU ARE A FOOL

Both are better

Today is the day I plan to meet Rahardian with Melan.

There is a burning feeling to vent all the frustration, but when I look at these things for the last time, why exactly do the childhood memories reappear?

necklace from the trunk of the cassava tree, hat from jackfruit leaves, ring from the grass. It used to be so happy, but it was just that.

Now there are real items that can be used, but why the person becomes annoying, different 360° from that time.

Never mind, it's the long-awaited time. Hopefully it will be revealed what has been my question all along.

The longer you remember the more crowded there are. Hate is not a beautiful thing.

Today the OSIS meeting was short, because the parents of one of the teachers died. All staff will be arrested. There will also be some OSIS representatives participating. At first I was appointed, but because I wanted a meeting so I said I couldn't.

We made an appointment to meet at the 'pink front cafe'.

The place is quite fun, because it is faced with a fish pond that is deliberately made to refresh the eyes while chatting.

I set off in an online vehicle, and later had to return to school when picked up by the driver.

By the time I got there, Melan and Dian had already arrived first. There was a feeling of dag dig dug the more I walked closer to them.

"assalamu'alaikum"

I made a sound when we were a few steps away. Melan and Dian were cool talking while staring at the fish so that they did not realize my presence.

"waalaikumsalam"

they both sound at the same time. There was a smile on Dian's face, even if it was just a glance.

"old enough? " ask Melan, as if ignoring someone next to her.

"lumayan, sister Dian ngebet ngajakin departing from ... earlier"

jeddug, Melan is not done talking I saw Dian's leg kicking Melan's leg slowly.

"sick brother"

"i'll snack first ya"

I see no food on the table yet, either it hasn't been ordered or the order hasn't come.

I was about to walk but there was a hand holding me back.

"let me go"

as soon as I looked back, Dian held my arm.

"detach"

as soon as I clap his hand, the pretentious is very good. Ogah, there is no appetite for food that is ordered with him.

"yeah Kay, let me take the menu. You're new to nyampek, tired of it"

Melan stood and walked ahead of me.

Not even a few minutes back yet.

"where the hell is Melan, take a long menu anyway"

my grouse in my heart. Because the silence is the same Dian with this close distance, it feels a war between the heart and mind.

This mouth wants nyerocos. What if you can't be arrested again

"what's up here" Dian started talking.

So much attention!

"Haduw, Melan didn't show up either. Mana has not yet learned to organize the heart of the mind and mouth. "

"ojek" I answered briefly

"said Melan there is something you want to say.What? "

He had already started the conversation apparently. Alright, I'm also long-time close to him.

"Well, you sent me that much stuff. I don't need it! take it at Melan's house, I'll take it straight home from here"

"why be returned, wear it"

"i don't need it! can buy it yourself"

My voice had gone up an octave in every sentence, and Melan appeared as well.

"where the hell are you" Melan became kesinis an me.

"stomach pain" she answered briefly and sat back down, propping the menu book on me.

That's right, Dian followed closer to see the menu book I was holding.

The smell of her hair oil was smelled by me.

Deg, stab at the heart. Moreover, the aroma of the parfume is getting smelled, I can not deny.

The aroma is still the same, every time accidentally passed by.

"back off" he looked startled and immediately raised his head, ewh even had our eyes met.

"dug dug dug dug" my heart sounds with irregular rhythm.

After I wrote down some of my orders, I returned them to Melan. Let him choose himself with his brother.

If it's this rich, it could explode. Though angry with elegance it will be more effective.

A subtle but piercing word would be more imprinting.

After all this time I was played with by her attitude, it was good that she was able to return home quietly.

Before long they saw the menu book, Melan left us again to submit to waitress.

"Kayra, if I say love to you, will you believe it? "

Dian spoke back. When I wasn't focused, her words sounded like a gust of wind.

"repeat"

"if I have never hated you, I love you. Do you believe it? "

immediately I looked at her, I observed what she was like when she said that sentence.

"you think it's easy, as easy as you say! it's good to play with feelings. After you rong-rong, then caressed, and when caught off guard will you immediately snarl?!

I don't know what my fault is with you, until you seem disgusted to meet me. You don't have to pretend to be sweet anymore. In fact your attitude is too bitter, even just to be friends!

Even I have to accept hatred from your ummi, when obviously it is not my fault.

We used to be so close when you weren't home.

But once you're home, everything changes. It's not just hate from you, it's also ustadzah hatred that I have to accept, and that's what struck me even more. I feel like a coward, who doesn't dare to show his face because of mistakes. Fear of hearing hurtful words, even the gossip thrown by your ummi defies me. I dare not face all of this.

All this time, I never had any problems with anyone. I am lucky to have wise parents.

Even if I finally knew that it was all your own work, but my relationship with the ustadzah might not be as good as it used to be.

Are you alone able to restore my good relationship with your Ummi?!

I'm sick of your theatrics. Lucky after the incident I no longer need to be forced to accept packages delivered by couriers. No need to hear the words of trash spoken by young children. No need to also hear the greeting, which at first glance sounds sweet in fact it is just a joke. It's bullshit!

And even more damn, after that incident I often had to see the person directly. One word for it, COWARD! "

"what did you steal from Melan's HP"

that sentence is also spoken. After a few minutes I gave a short speech, deliberately so that he did not have a gap to talk. Because a rebuttal from him would only raise my emotions.

A moment of silence, maybe he was digesting my words.

While Melan didn't seem to be coming either, it seemed like she had deliberately left us both.

"may I speak? this time you can judge me how. I'm just trying to tell you what the truth is.

I apologized for all my actions. Not only you, but my own sister, Melan also protested about the same thing.

I didn't mean to be a shitty guy.

I really love you. From our childhood, I loved you. I don't know what that feeling is, maybe because we're together a lot.

As time went on, until I didn't have the chance to see you more often, I always wanted to see you. But it seems like we already have our own world.

You still remember we agreed to stay together, to go to school together. But in fact our parents have their own choices. While we're powerless to say 'no'

We were still children at that time, until now we are getting older and have our own desires.

I tried to say my feelings over and over again, but you were always indifferent. Can't believe. Starting Junior High instead I always try to say it's the same as you, because at that time my desire began to be strong.

Yeah, I'm a bitch. I feel like that's all I can do. Love you from far away. You used to be happy when I made toys necklaces, rings, hats, from makeshift materials at that time. Because I'm still in Kindergarten, so that's the lesson I got.

I thought you'd be happy with the accessories I sent you.

Because only children younger than my age can be ordered, so I use them by bribing money for snacks.

Even secretly contacting HP you can't. Apparently Melan said, outside of school hours HP you parked in the room.

Even so far I don't know how to behave. Being overwhelmed by the attitude of ummi who has overthinking you first. You're the one who never trusted me again.

Even so my feelings remain the same.

Looking at you from afar, that's all I can do. Even to rebuke anything now I don't dare. I'm too cowardly.

But I keep you in my do'a. I have always said your name in front of my Lord.

I wish there was still an apology from you for me. Even I wish there was still a place for me to live in.

Maybe not yet, but someday, may God predestine us to mate.

I won't keep quiet. I'll pick you up with a pin"

There were no more words he said. Good, last words about the heart.

I want to make my sentences impressed in, precisely the sentence he who stuck in the heart also thought.

Until I don't know how to respond to her words. I need time to digest every sentence.

This time he was telling the truth.

After the disclosure of the two of us, we were equally silent. Just looking ahead while playing HP. We certainly wouldn't dare to look at each other.

Luckily, there were fish dancing since.

Melan also why did not come, is this her plan, deliberately make me talk to her brother?!

Long live, he came with a tray in hand. Contains food and drinks that we have ordered.

Without saying, I immediately grabbed the glass containing orange ice that I ordered.

"a very thirsty yaa"

but I no longer ignored Melan's words. Even he hadn't finished taking down the food from the tray, I'd already raised myself a plate filled with strawberry waffles. Sweet foods will improve mood.

Soon I'm Lahab without seeing the two of them again.

"Kay...

why is this child. What are you doing, brother?!"

Dian did not give an answer.

"it seems like something I've missed. What's wrong with you two"

Melan was talking to herself

"yes, I've been taken home.I'm going home"

"ewhhhhhhhhhhh... "

even talking together., I hold Melan's left hand, Dian holds Melan's right hand.

"compeat"

"you're the one sitting here. I'm going back first"

My plate is empty, the glass is empty. I stood up and wanted to disappear immediately.

The online vehicle I ordered has also arrived.

Before I went to the cashier's desk to pay for food, it turned out that all the food had been paid.

********^_^*******

horror.honesty is revealed. What will the next story be like????

Stay tuned yaa, do not forget to leave a trace for those who have stopped by 😘