IF YOU ARE A FOOL

Mas Mas Riza

"ekhm.mas, sorry Kayra's husband said yes"

I tried to break the silence.

"there's nothing wrong with Kayra's husband"

"but if you offend Riza, I'm sorry. I think it's because he doesn't know the same. That's why he's jealous. If you already know and know that Riza mas is a good person, it will not be so again"

"so..so Kayra's husband is jealous of me?"

"ukhm.

Because of the incident when we were trapped downed trees, at home even in the same stove. The story of her secret is the same as Riza. Though I myself just knew that time as well, mas Riza who told me"

"astagfirullah.sorry yes Kayra, because of me"

"nothing's wrong. All just stories. We live for the present and the future"

"i feel bad about my husband Kayra"

"the saying goes "not knowing, not loving"

How about sometime I invite mas Riza to eat together. Let me have a chat, let me know more. All the same, let's confirm the news that he once took to my husband.

Surely we will often be involved in working relationships, right as long as I intern at Papa's company, so there's no harm if we keep each other's relationship good?"

"yes, that's right. I would love to, God willing"

"thank you, Riza is a good man"

"ah, it's not like that either. Don't be so complimenting. Can my GR"

"mas Riza can do it"

After a long conversation, we laughed together. My heart is relieved, one problem with one person is over. Stay later what about my super nyebelin husband. Hopefully it's easy to get rid of.

As soon as I got to the office I immediately left the Riza mas. Because Papa is still outside, so the results report on the field are reported later.

I let out a heavy sigh and again langsunh got the attention of Dila.

"cappie Kay?" ask her.

"banget. Work in the field is more tiring, can't sit around, there's no AC too" instead of me complaining, just exposing the truth.

"the more exsotic you later if the frequency of tasks outside" ledek Dila.

"no problem, it's good" I replied casually.

"ah, the mentang-matang already sold out"

Then I went back to help Dila tidy up some documents.

Can breathe a sigh of relief by inhaling cold air AC while sitting sweet.

Before long my phone rang, there was an incoming message from Riza mas.

"take it later before I go home I report the results from the field. Wanna come with me?"

"cie..mas Riza again mas Riza again" turned out Dila peeked as I read the message.

"the work of neng..ker.ja.an" I emphasize every word.

"see later, because I'm invited by my husband" ~send

"be careful Kay, too close later can be a player"

"Well what the hell, this guy's just business. No need to make new rumors" I said whispering next to Dila's ear.

This afternoon in the finance division room was also quiet, because the father of the finance manager joined the meeting with the director. Senior employees are conducting audits in several places.

"it looks like we can go home today Kay"

whispered Dila.

"hopefully. I want to know" I replied.

You are not pregnant, are you? Pregnant women are easily tired, he said" guess Dila.

"hust, ngaco you, pack the safety. I don't want to bunting until the end of the thesis trial" I whispered back in Dila's ear.

It was still like that, we continued with the work while chatting. It was not even just chatting with Dila right now, it was even chatting with the few people left in the room.

Mas Riza POV's

It never crossed my mind that it would be this close to Kayra, the sweet girl who had stolen my heart.

After a long time I never put my heart on a woman, suddenly my heart was captivated by a little girl, who was none other than the daughter of the owner of the company where I worked.

It was the first meeting on the company's birthday. Oh, no no, actually before that I had seen the figure of him once appeared in the office, when I was an intern at the company.

It's just that time he came to the office still wearing a gray white shirt. And by the time of the meeting at the company's birthday, she already looked more mature. But still, I did not dare to approach her. In addition to him the son of the boss, also because his education is threatened to stop in the middle of the road, if caught dating by his parents.

How the hell would I know?

Because I was quite close to the director of the company, who was none other than his father.

When I was an intern, my performance was quite good in the company. Then I managed to graduate with cumloud predicate, so I got an offer to return to work in the company, with a pretty good position at that time. Until finally Pak Wijaya entrusted me as his personal assistant.

Even if I did not have the guts to approach the eldest daughter of Mr. Wijaya, but I was quite close to my daughter, who was none other than Kayra's sister, Nahla. Because Nahla more often appears in the company also join Mr. Wijaya in some events. It was very different with Kayra, who only once twice I saw coming to the company.

Besides I didn't have much of a chance to meet Kayra, I didn't have a chance to save her contacts either. I tried repeatedly to persuade Nahla to get Kayra's phone number, but it never worked. He really shut himself down. Maybe because I'm really afraid of ultimatums from my parents.

I can only pray, if he is my soul mate may be brought closer.

And I can only wait, wait until he finishes S1. In addition, I also returned to pursue a scholarship to continue S2.

I knew enough myself to suddenly propose to a director's son, so I tried to keep myself grounded, until the time came.

Thank God I got an S2 scholarship. Even by a very coincidence, one campus with Kayra. But still, there would be very little chance of being able to meet him. Even so I still live the day with enthusiasm, college while working, even though tired of being friends every day.

Time goes on, a lot of things happen. But not much progress in a positive direction. Until I got word that Kayra was living in Pesantren, it felt like the distance was getting even further away.

The venture?

I was thinking about starting to approach him. At least we're friends, he wants to know me. Because getting close through his family couldn't, so I started looking for information about him on campus. Through the organizations he follows.

And the result, it's not enough to make me happy. Because it turns out he is secretly close to someone, even though he has not been with a dating status.

I don't know what blinded my heart, I still put him in it. Though I rarely see him, either directly or looking around on social media. For I am afraid of the eye for adultery, afraid that I cannot control myself not to approach him.

Her distinctive smile that was so impregnated, the crisp laughter that sounded so melodious, made it difficult for me to close my eyes. Only in one meeting. To my surprise, is that the feeling of love?

As long as the yellow janur has not curved, there is no harm if I keep trying. I'll keep waiting.

Long time not heard the story of Mr. Wijaya about him, thought I was all right. Until the news is very surprising I heard directly from Mr. Wijaya "*it seems like it will be a ghost (in Javanese) in the near future, Za"

DEG*, IN*,

My feelings are already very unpleasant, but I try to be ordinary. Ask about who is married and with whom.

At that moment my heart was broken into pieces. Hope is hope. And now dashed is that hope. Stupid me, desire without effort where can?

But God has more resolve. And this is the answer to that prayer. Why is he getting away? Because he's not for me.

For two days I took a leave of absence, secluded myself. Neutralizes heart. Fortunately there are no memories that are too deep, so this wound is not too deep to hurt feelings.

And now, the more I get to know the little girl, the more I feel like her. It's not worth it if I say 'love'.

His tenderness, his personal kindness, the elegance of his smile, his crisp laughter that seemed to be no burden. His policy in dealing with something. I like everything that's on him.

Lord, is there still one more woman like her left?

If there is, make her my soul mate.

But what can I do, when fate has to say something else. Staying with him, getting to know him, being near him, it's a lot more fun. Maybe my love is enough to see her happy.

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