IF YOU ARE A FOOL

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My day on campus this morning wasn't as bright as usual. Taxation material as if entering the right ear out the left ear. It's just that my serious style of staring at the screen saved me from a variety of questions, if not for sure I had trouble answering and it could be that I got back the punishment that Mr. Nicholas gave me, or even more than that. I don't know, again my mind is messed up because of guys. And this cannot be left if I really want to enter the Exceleration class in the next semester. I really need to focus.

The lesson hours are over. Now I go back to telling Siska while waiting for the next class change. About my plan for a temporary boarding that changed direction to santri because I decided to stay in the boarding school. There will be new knowledge that I can get there, and that way it will be more difficult for outsiders to meet me. At least it won't be as easy as when I stay at the boarding house.

"seriously do you want to stay in the pesantren? " question with a tone of wonder. I predicted Siska's response would be like that. And I just nodded my head.

"ekhm, if I go with you, can you? "

hah. Siska interested in staying in the pesantren? Thank God, hopefully with this he gets guidance again.

"really? yes, it can be. I was so happy that I could be the same as you" I immediately hugged Siska's tall body. Well, he's a taller posture than I am.

"really, right, this? " many times I repeat my question because I am still not sure.

"yeah, when you are willing to add knowledge. I want donk too. Instead of being at home often confused about what to do, meeting you is also certainly more difficult. Yes, I have been listening to all the nyantri with you" Siska explained.

"alhamdulillah, I am very pleased to hear it. But what about your parents, is it allowed? " i asked back.

"maybe, what the hell can't be. Where they care" said Siska with a manyun face.

"okay-okay. But don't be that manyun. Now yes I give you the same news sister Maryam" then I send a message to sister Maryam. And of course Maryam's response was the same as mine.

"it seems like they would rather lose a child than lose their business" Siska expressed her sadness.

"sssttt, don't talk that way. They will work hard for you too. Hopefully, after you are away from them, they will feel the longing and can be closer later" as much as possible I give positive input because after all there will be no parents who have the heart for their own children.

Soon the next class will begin. I invited Siska to walk towards the classroom. Counting diverted Siska's thoughts about her parents.

This is the last class. After class I invited Siska to come home. The worry still haunts my feelings. Kan Jo and Dian now I feel like a momong who could every moment appear in front of me. Remembering my phone that did not have time to be silent even if only for a moment. Messages and phones keep popping up alternately from two different numbers and that's for sure Jo and Dian.

"i'm too weak to face them Sis. My heart will not see those who continue to beg. I'm afraid I'm stuck in the brand" I'm trying to explain for the umpteenth time.

"indirectly you've caught them, Kayra"

"at least it's just the beginning. Akrh. Why is it so complicated"

"yes.yah...Kayra is kind, I believe that. Yes, there is no need to keep thinking about your adoring boy duo. Hopefully with a new rush later you can forget everything"

"well, not everything is either. Amnesia donk me"

then Siska and I laughed together.

Throughout the trip we kept joking. And for the matter this time I just told Siska. Like my request to papa's mother yesterday to keep my whereabouts secret later. Including Melan, for the first time I kept something from her. Not because of the lack of relationship between us, but things are not the same anymore. A little bit of him already helping Dian, I don't want that to happen again.

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hay guysss, still fast?

don't forget to worship in the month of fasting, yes,

Kayra is also again seeking tranquility in this month of Ramadan 🤭

thank you very much for being faithful to peek at the story of Kayra, do not require much really, I hope a lot.... but if you are also not rejected 🤣🤣🤣🤣.

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