IF YOU ARE A FOOL

Learning Without Boundaries

Sometimes working in a TEAM is not an easy thing. We must give up not just for one person, sometimes for several people at once.

Here I am not the leader of the group, but inevitably I also have to take part when a decision must be taken very hard.

"gays, we're TIM. If one stumbles across the stone, all will feel the pain.

We don't have much time to get an internship. For the sake of time and energy efficiency, how about we intern at my papa's office"

"wah, really Kay we can intern there? The xxx import export office is it?"

"really..it belongs to your papa Kay? "

"why don't you give me an offer from the beginning anyway, we're tired of going here and there"

Just a few comments made me frown. In the end, it still got a slur.

"yes, it belongs to my family. Actually from the beginning papa has offered me. It's just that I want us to try to find it first"

"it's okay. The important thing is that we get a place. That's right what Kayra said. The effort is important gayss" said the group's chairman.

In the end I decided to accept the offer from papa, it seemed like it was better. Because we can continue together in a group, without being divided.

The exhausting days finally passed as well. I and the group came to Papa's office immediately.

I faced down with being accompanied by the group leader and his representative. Without getting any more obstacles we were accepted to intern there for the next three months.

Unlike me who was already feeling very relieved, there was a heavy breath when Dian knew if I decided to intern at papa's place.

"why not choose where I am, baby? It's good, we can go home together. We can eat together"

"eyeah, it's mah yummy on you dear.

Not comfortable if one group in a split-tongue. Children at the protest" I was trying to be professional, not looking for personal gain.

If from my own side, who is not happy can be together with the husband continue? But later there even makes not focus on the main goal.

"have been. The important thing is to get a place. So this week we can go home to the apartment and proceed calmly"

"processing, meaning? " ask me wonder. Dian always had a bad word when talking.

"process..make a baby" he answered while grinning one eye.

"astaghfirullah darling, you are this. His thoughts are keituuuu mulu.

The weekend needs rest, mind and body. The important thing is we have quality time both. It doesn't have to be that way always"

Undeniably, making love does make you want again and again. On the other hand, with lovemaking also maintain the harmony of the couple, in addition to worship from the religious side. Because with that relationship can bring up the hormone of happiness.

But on the other hand, after his body felt crumpled dimly. Especially with the spirit of the onslaught of four five, overnight, even non-stop until the morning. Sometimes it is still added. Very bright with the aroma of the newlyweds. And it's actually like that.

Well, that's a new chapter in a new life. Not ready, not ready. All of these conditions required me to truly become an adult in many ways.

Not just doing the work in bed. As a form of love also serves food for the couple it also becomes something in need.

Like this morning, the day calmed down after successfully obtaining an apprentice spot. College hours are also still noon. So I decided to jump into the kitchen first. Mengekori mama who has plunged in the kitchen since the dawn prayer.

The special lady who made me really salute. Although very busy with their own work, cooking for the family remains a top priority.

As for me, so far usually rely on mama for many things. It made me so embarrassed to be called "mama's boy".

I don't deserve to be a wife. Especially a mother. I think it's far from wishful thinking.

Slowly I began to learn to do many things. Learn to solidify yourself when the husband really invites to live apart from parents.

Conditions and situations demand me to play a double role. And that's the result of a decision. Every decision has its own consequences.

Learning to understand the contents of two heads, which in fact to understand myself alone is still in the process of learning.

Perhaps this is what is meant by "be ready to be born" in terms of marriage.

Mama and papa did not forbid me to get married at a young age, it means I have to show them that I am able to carry everything that includes into the affairs of marriage.

Heavy, but no problem.

When we have chosen a decision, then inevitably we must try 'capable' to get through it.

"don't be too loud, dear. I'll never sue you for doing all that"

"but at least don't dub me 'mama's boy'.

It makes me feel unworthy to be a wife"

Apparently not someone else, but it is the closest person himself who disturbs feelings. Maybe for Dian it's a guyonan, he thinks funny. But for me, it was a bully.

After half a day we spent on the mole shopping, we were finally able to straighten our legs as well.

For the first time the two walk after status as husband and wife. We even shopped for necessities in the apartment.

"do I not deserve to take care of an affair in our marriage? "

I asked as we sat together on the balcony of the apartment.

Enjoy the afternoon twilight while sipping a glass of warm tea. Accompanied by my own marble cake. Who just learned with mom. Even though it is not purely the result of his own hands, but it feels happier when eating it.

"why ask like that? " ask Dian while stroking my head.

"because until this moment you have not also told about the problem with ummi. Uh no, with a big family more precisely.

Even you haven't introduced me to my sister, but we live in the same apartment, right? "

"astaghfirullah, yes, dear. Sorry sorry, I forgot. I focus too much on time for both of us every time I come back here. My sister also had a job in Subang yesterday. Try it now I call ya, he's home has not he"

Then Dian began to reach for the phone and heard the tone of the middle contact someone. Maybe he was a loudspeaker on purpose, so I could hear him in person.

"assalamu'alaikum, what's wrong? " said someone behind the phone.

"*big brother when I come back, I want to stop by"

"this is in the apartment. Just got home this morning"

"yes, I'll go to brother's place tonight"

"yes, off magrib brother wait*"

Without another greeting sentence as a closing, the call ended just like that.

"actually my sister knew all the ummi secrets from the beginning. Because my brother was big enough that time. I understand what happened.

But abi actually supports the ummi desire. So that the brother always fight with abi and ummi. Until he finally decided to leave home when he started High School. He opted for a boarding pass, then bought his own unit in this apartment after work "

I heard Dian's story carefully as I continued to feed the cake into my mouth.

I became more and more know, why all this time the Dian family relationship seemed less harmonious. And I'm back to learning about life, life. Everything that starts badly ends badly ends badly.

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