IF YOU ARE A FOOL

Preliminary repairs

There were only two courses a day, right at ten in the afternoon I left the house.

Talking to your mom for 3 hours is enough to release the lingering feelings.

My college starts at eleven. There's still an hour to go to Jo's house.

I've brought a bottle of mineral water that has been assisted in prayer by Ustad Billal.

Mama supports me, it turns out that mom once told that to Jo's parents.

Here it is I who play a role, I interact with Kak Jo. But behind it all, there are our parents who share complaints and together find a solution.

Proximity that is not due to relatives, but in the name of friendship.

Hay, how are my friends 3 M? will our friendship be that good?

I miss them, even though I no longer take refuge under their armpits. At least I want to borrow their shoulders for a moment.

With a little more hope I set foot in Jo's house.

He was sitting on the porch when I parked the car. "It's good to start going out of the room" I thought.

With a smile of good hope I got out of the car.

"assalamu'alaikum sis" said I.

Greeted with a full gaze watching "come in, mama inside" he replied.

He didn't even answer my greetings.

"i'm here to see brother. Is your sister feeling better? " and then I sat on the porch.

Her body looks fresher now, maybe just had a shower.

Without answering my question, Jo left me and went into the room. I finally got behind.

Gini, how could a broken hearted person?

have you ever been heartbroken? hopefully not this bad 😭

"sister, I bought chicken porridge that my brother used to eat there. Want to eat now? "

"make you" he said, without even looking at me.

*Ju*des very yes, be patient.

Why even like this? why am I being ignored?

Finally I came out of Jo's room and greeted her mother who was on the back porch together in the baby. Perhaps my heart will return cold after seeing the adorable one.

"assalamu'alaikum auntie" said I.

"waalaikumsalam, Kayla. Already from earlier? "

"just aunty"

"had met Jo, she was sitting on the front porch"

"already aunty, but why is he jutek at all Kayra huh? did you have a fight with om or aunt maybe? " now I'm getting used to interacting with this family. As my mom said, you will feel like family there.

"no Kay, where perhaps we added to her mental burden by scolding"

"oh yes aunt, did aunt ever ask other things to KKN friends brother Jo? Kayra means like this, maybe there are other factors that interfere with the mental brother Jo in addition to heartbreak"

"never Kay. And all this time there's never been anything strange about her attitude"

So this is purely because of a broken heart?

"aunty might have a snack, a cake or a snack? Kayra wanted to try chatting while chatting. Because we used to do that"

"yes, ada. Come on, auntie get it"

I followed Jo's mother into the kitchen. After he picked up the cake from the refrigerator, I walked to the furniture rack and pulled out a glass.

"tante, Kayra grab a drink huh" I poured the contents of the bottle into the cup. I was lucky to find the favorite cup that Brother Jo told me about. May he drink water filled with prayer.

I went back to Jo's room with a tray with the contents.

As usual, Brother Jo was sitting on the bench at the study table, facing out the window and daydreaming.

"sister, later kesambet loh if daydreaming continues" I put a tray on the table.

I try to look Jo in the eye every time I talk, as suggested by my mom.

This time he looked at me fixedly, the next second he held both of my arms. Our eyes were fixed, Brother Jo's face was getting closer. My heart beats to nothing.

What will Jo do?

"is it true Kay, there's not a single bit of me in your heart? is that true?

Kayra Princess Almahira, are you really rejecting my love? katakana Kay, say it" he said with great emphasis.

With such a close distance, with an ambitious look of anger, it felt from the clutches of Jo's increasingly tightened legs. I'm scared

"sister, we don't have to talk about this" I'm afraid, I'm afraid Jo's brother can't control himself.

"sister, it hurts" Even the grip on my hand hurts more and more.

No voice, no answer. But both of my arms are still locked in the clutches of Jo's brother.

"much, sick kakkk" I deliberately spoke louder, hopefully it can awaken the subconscious of Jo.

Dan, successfully. My brother's hands suddenly slipped.

"iya, yes. Excuse me. Sorry brother. Brother didn't mean to hurt you" brother Jo averted his gaze and rubbed his face violently. Then cupped his face with both hands. I don't know what's on Jo's mind right now. To be sure, there was a turbulent taste in his heart.

Does he remember our memories?

Is the love in his heart back?

"sister, yes already. We eat snacks just to be more relaxed" unfortunately there is no response.

"sister drinks first, so it's quieter"

Yeah, succeed. Brother Jo's hand stretched out to receive the glass I thrust.

Thank God, one sip. two sips. I hope it makes her heart cooler.

"we sit outside and enjoy the wind. Let's not get bored in the room. Who knows if my mood will be better"

Brother Jo nodded. Then stand up and walk first. I followed while carrying a tray in hand.

it's like the same employer as the maid, suck!

Brother Jo's heading for the back porch. It's cooler there if the sun is almost in the middle like this.

I looked at the clock, I had twenty minutes left. But leaving Jo's brother in his current state, I'm afraid it will deal a new blow to him. Her feelings had just improved, even I wished I could extract a little of the contents from her heart.

Maybe I am the bad one, I broke her heart, but I can only listen to her heart. The heart he had revealed a few years ago and I ignored it.

Maybe it will lessen the burden of his feelings.

"why? you want to go, just go" he saw when I noticed the watch.

"don't you want to nemenin brother Jo snacking.

The air is hot, so I look at the clock" either my reason is reasonable or not, which is for sure at this time I want to keep a good mood, Jo.

"well, yes, my dear cup of this brother Jo" I started the conversation when we were sitting down.

He glanced at a glance. I remember, that cup he got during the Augustusan race at school. He was so excited to win the race. No idea he was very eyeing for a gift, even though it was just a cup.

The cup wrapped in a sticker depicts a famous musician at that time and he was so idolized by the musician.

I went back to fishing for a chat by tossing a cake in a jar.

"apparently sister does like this cake, pantesan every lebaran Kayra see there is always the cake at the table"

"nice loh kak. Aunty who makes, what to buy? " i'm still babbling myself like a bird.

"doesn't you want a chip? " i put one piece in front of Jo's mouth.

I bribed? for the first time I feed a stranger, what do I do?

Happp!

Like a lizard catching a mosquito quickly, the cake immediately entered the mouth. As if his spirit had returned, at least his spirit to eat.

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