IF YOU ARE A FOOL

Ecek-ecek Letters

A new school with a new life. If the bigger the bigger the problem, can I be if I want to be just a 2th boy?!

Shut up, shake your head, apparently not making the problem go away. Occasionally it is necessary to make a sound, so that the cats are afraid that the wolf starts to roar. Physically storming, to be honest it was very much me avoiding. Enough hatred from one person alone, has made it so uncomfortable. Because I'm not the kind of person who likes to look for trouble.

Lucky I have a friend who is still loyal to accompany since the bench Junior High. Since the first time I started getting interference in Junior High, those who are always at the forefront. (uhukk uuhuuk, feel so miss 😂😂)

Always being in a class with them made me feel so comfortable and safe. Ada Melan, who has been a friend since birth 😃. There is Meysa and Melda who complement both of us. Until we got the nickname KM3.

That afternoon during the first break, again he appeared. Always make the class noisier if he shows up

"hay...Kayra the doll"

continue with the brisik men. He was a prankster older brother of former OSIS who at that time was the elder brother of a tutor during Massa Orientation Students. And also been on the same membership in OSIS, making him never stop mentioning that name.

Call it that nickname he pinned to me. Starting also from him, the word "doll" which then continues to be mentioned by other children.

Unfortunately starting from there too, sister class girls so often pay attention to me, with a look of wonder also jutek. Understandably, he was one of the handsome, well-established members also always at the forefront. So hit her name, just call it that.

"take this"

he held out an envelope through the window. That became his habit from the completion of MOS until one year into the future. Her idle voice always piqued through the window as she crossed my classroom. But the habit stopped since he was in the 3rd grade, well, life became quiet. Don't know it back to people

"what brother" I asked

"just take it"

I don't think I'll take that envelope right away hoping she'll leave after no more business.

"later home from school I'll wait for the answer at the back gate"

he said softly this time, I did not answer anything and returned to the bench.

"eciiieee" 3M is already cheering

"my first love letter"

Meysa teased with the lyrics of the song which then continued to be a 😛 class singer beat the screams of the men who from earlier also mocked me.

Shortly thereafter the bell lesson began to ring. Unfortunately the teacher who teaches is on picket guard, so only given the task. The four of us stepped up, slowly starting to open the envelope. I'm mah, curious. but males, the contents are also so.

I was the one holding the paper, but the cool 3M read carefully in a soft voice. So feel like you have a reader.

And sure enough, this time it's a little different. He who usually gokil and write in the style of gokil, this time more serious pitched.

...terfor doll girls 😂...

When you don't like it, please never ignore me

I'm sorry if in all my pranks sometimes it makes you uncomfortable

But that's how I hide all my feelings

The taste has been raging ever since

The year of our meeting

ah dear..time feels so short.

too short for me to want to be close

too short for me to linger staring

Now my time is at the door,

provisional....

Seeing you is like an opium, which makes me miss every moment

May I no longer dress in white ash like you,

Can I still miss???

please, never stay away

please, meet me where I want

And that's as much as the closing poem.

I immediately folded the paper back, and I put it in an envelope. While I was doing that, 3M was laughing at me earlier. This is not the first time Johan has written to me.

I still remember, when I was first able to send a letter from him, a few days later I received a collision from the upperclassman, well, maybe he who likes Brother Johan.

Lucky there is 3M which is always a shield, huhu

I tried to avoid Johan, but because we were stewards of the same membership of OSIS, I never succeeded. Injured by the nature of Johan's brother who likes to gookil and likes fun. I never managed to hold back the laughter for him.

For the next letters, I just opened, read, without giving any response. After that long time no more letters, maybe already deterred, or have given up, I thought.

Turns out no, probably just because he was more focused on exam preparation.

Last week the national exam was over, I didn't think she was back on her feet.

"you're ready, make a decision this time" Melan suggested

"yes, soon he graduates, will not see you again often" Meysa added

"butiiiiiii yes do not know anymore if it turns out to be so" seduced Melda

Maybe this time I should open my voice

"calo for a definite courtship will not happen. I could have just finished High School if found out papa, it's good"

3M silent for a moment

"tight is indeed your papa Kay" Melan snorted softly

Krrriinnggg

bell signs turn of the lesson clock sounds, it means the conversation we have to get away with