IF YOU ARE A FOOL

Negotiation of Two Hearts

"yes, if you want to meet you have to wait a week first" Dian has not ceaselessly grumbled since the beginning of the meeting. Start sitting on the cafe bench until now finished eating.

"you're not tired of talking like that? " i hear it when I'm tired. It feels like a boy who is whining to buy a snack.

"yes, that's why go home. Pliss.

Until when will we be separated? Do I have to wait for marriage to be able to live together? "

"yes it. Must. What kind of question is that, when did we gather kebo? " spontaneously I speak in a high tone. Looks like Dian really attacked by the bucin virus as well as wedding kebellet.

"that's not it, too, sweetheart.

Come on, there are two options. Go home or get married"

"no. This does not fit into the initial agreement. Dian, you don't bummer. Potang already got the green light, want to play alone. Can't, can't" For a long time it also feels like facing someone who has the virus again.

"Kayra, do you not want to see us often? " The new person is a Rahardian whom I am currently dealing with. It really is like a baby who whines for toys or snacks.

"no! "

"okay, you're not serious about our relationship? "

"Dian, come. Our relationship wasn't just yesterday afternoon.

Where is the authoritative figure of Dian, maintaining consistency, colossal with the discipline of time? "

Inevitably I have to remember about the image that he has been building all this time.

"nothing happens to you"

"why can that be, why? "

"because love never looks at logic" Dian stared intently at me. He doesn't seem to be messing with what he says.

Does her love really want us to be together?

Can I torture him with this wait?

Clearly visible plea from the look of his eyes. I can't say NO anymore.

I should how?

Negotiating with someone who is in love, getting married, seems not easy.

And, is it not in religion that if one is old enough, mentally prepared, then marriage is highly recommended to avoid adultery?

"Dian is patient. Give me time to complete my path, just a few steps away.

Yes, yes, this is it. Now I'm doing an internship. Let me leave the pesantren"

"finished our apprenticeship in marriage" Dian casually said marriage, marriage and marriage. That's all that's been on Dian's mind since.

"that's not Rahardiannnnnnn.

Tau awh, dizzy me long. Fuck, bucin! You're the one, bucin why I'm the one who bothered anyway"

"because the bucin is the same as you" with a spoiled tone Dian still put on her face.

So confused, who is a guy, who is a girl huh. The feeling from earlier Dian alone was spoiled.

"luckily, I'm sane. Try it with bucin, You can be pregnant now"

"yes, don't be Kay. That's why, get married. We keep washing together. Keep making children, keep you pregnant. Keep .... "so look at the chatty side of a guy like this.

"continue.

Stop talking about marriage and marriage.

Be patient, consider this a test of patience for you. Or, consider this karma for you because it has overturned my heart"

Silence, silence.

Maybe Dian is digesting my words. Whether he realized or not that all this time he had overturned my feelings. And it's not easy to deal with all that turmoil.

"yes already. So guys can't be flabby. Fight all the whispers of the devil. Fight lust. Just fast, until the wedding date comes"

"can you do that? " ask me wonder.

"does he. LDR gini already natural diet, innate males eat. Moreover, fasting" apparently secretly there are venting. So really Dian is in the hallway of bucin acute????

"but if fasting can be a reward dear. Avoiding lust"

There's no sound. Still with a withered facial expression. I ate a full plate.

"jasdah, as much as I can try to make your nemenin at mealtime. Well, even if it's just through vcall anyway.

Dian, just so you know. Still mending loh when you bucin gini someone responds.

Lha, I used to, you who always made me feel upside down, have to face my own feelings. Bayangin try, how heavy?

I was the one who was hurt, even I was blamed again, cornered by your ummi. For what I did not do at all. I've been your victim, your ummi victim. How does it feel to be me? "

I leaned my head on Dian's shoulder. Not that I intentionally wanted to recall the wound, it felt so heavy. I just want Dian to know, that I have also been through hard times, even alone.

"pardon me yes. That's how big of a wound you've ever had because of me. I promise, after this there will never be another wound"

Our views met, so closely. There are no lies in it. There is only hope. Hope for beauty in tomorrow.

"promise not to put yourself down. Whatever it is, be patient for the time we wait. The longer we wait, the more beautiful we will be together.

This love is our strength to stay energized through the days. Looking forward to a happy day when we will be together.

No need to rush, it may not be good later.

We have survived so far in the distance. How many years is it? Ten years, right? More like it.

We'll only wait less than a year, to get married. Not long, right? "

I am like mothers who are understanding when their children sulk.

Apparently, neither women nor men can sulk. And the task of the couple is, to be refreshing water when the plants wither. That's what I'm doing right now.

"that's also the word want. We will not be married soon" (nah, right. The flowers have started fresh 😘)

"yes baby. Not long, any minute. We marry.

Work diligently yes, the spirit of looking for money to finance our marriage. I haven't worked, you got married. So yes, do not want you yourself to pay"

"make you, whatever it is.

You want to ask for dowry ..apppaa aja can, bersapppaa aja can. Want to ask for a party as grand as anything, may. Want to ask for any semaaaahhhal dress. Anyway all.

Best for our wedding party. Until you'll never forget our whole life"

"awh, seriously. Really tuh. Have you collected your savings money again? " i pretended to doubt Dian's finances. I just want to know, I want to know too. It seems like from yesterday the application time was not inexhaustible surprise that he loved.

"you don't know yet?

I've got shares in some cafes and restaurants"

At that time I was finishing my mango juice, and I was made to choke suddenly with Dian's words.

"uh, seriously? Since when? Secretly a businessman?" ask me more and more curious

"since a year of college. I have never liked luxury goods. Not like a sister. Every time you ask me to buy something, I never ask for anything. So abi put his money in my savings.

As soon as I got the science in college, I often hung out together. There is an older brother from Temen who has a cafe business, initially the story was that his brother again needed funds. While I have some bad money. I offered to plant rice there. A few months running, I think the development is quite good, finally addicted and so spread to other places as well"

I held up two thumbs up high. Didn't think there was a young businessman, and it was real in plain sight.

I'm not a matre girl. But who is not proud if you have an established partner, bear 😄 bonus is yes it is 🥰

"congratulations. Greatable. Salute me. Cool this imam candidate of mine. More love deh" I endlessly mengawum smile. Be happy for their achievements. Also happy because my flowers are no longer withered.

One more thing, very happy because God sent a candidate priest like Dian. That certainly will be second to none. NANO NANO

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