IF YOU ARE A FOOL
A messy holiday
Finished watching me with the other friends decided to go for lunch outside. At the lesehan store used to be my meeting place with Dian as well as Melan. I remember, the time there had not been time to eat was carried away by emotions first so I just left without eating my order first.
"cie, someone wants nostalgia apparently" Siska teased
"apparently you know more about Dian ya Sis. Even though we are the legitimate position of Junior High School has never known more closely about Dian" said Meysa
"hahaha, that. We are a campus now, an organization as well. So the witness of Kayra's romance is me. Earlier this morning I was caught twice with me" Siska told me with enthusiasm while laughing.
Melda and Meysa were deliberately told to come by using an online vehicle, so that they could walk one car. No idea after one car even become a place like this.
"Siska, keep well. Just doin'" to be honest I really didn't expect much. Although I admit, I am happy with the attention given by Dian. But I also did not forget, there will be a lion ready to pounce if I get close to the man.
"my heart isn't ready to inflate, let alone fly. Because there's a needle ready to puncture. So please well, stop discussing the name continuously" I said in a sad tone and pleaded
Suddenly there was a hug from behind, Melan.
"patience is my best friend from the baby. If indeed you and your brother are a match, God willing will remain together even if the path is not easy"
"you're Siska, there's no need to be so pumping that Kayra becomes Dian. If he is heartbroken, you want to take responsibility" said Meysa spicy
"we are the rightful position of Junior High never dare to tell Kayra open heart to anyone. Including brother Jo.
He knows enough what he's got to do"
Melda added
I feel bad for Siska
"already. Don't we have to debate just because of Dian? "
"yes, I'm sorry" Siska said in a weak tone
"rather than thinking about my problems with Dian, just think you want to eat what later" said I switched the conversation
"sampe in a place not yet, how can you know what menu there is" Melda replied
"hehe, I'm the same Melan who has been there" had forgotten if I'm the same friends rarely eat at the store during high school. At best also snack fitting streets together to the mole.
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"ah, your own feelings have never been eaten there Kay" now it's Melan's turn to attack me
"it's never been, so try again. That time seemed good, because of the bad mood first, well that's it" I didn't run out of words to refute
"yes, yes. Yes, yes, my friends" Meysa said to other friends while winking.
Fortunately, it has begun to be reliable to drive, while joking still relaxed. Unlike the previous ones who drove tensely, until cold sweat and laughed at by Siska.
"bu driver be careful, take the lives of passengers" said Siska again teasing me
"the passengers are single-jomblo anyway" replace I call friends
"including the one who spoke" Melan lured me back. We all laughed at the same time.
Now the car is perfectly parked in the Lesehan stall we are headed. We're all coming down soon. Do not forget before going down to tidy up each other's makeup. You can see now me and my friends pay more attention to the look than in the old days of High School. Especially in the Middle School era, do not ask. You can hide in a straw hole, so shameful.
Not wanting to remember past events, I invited my friends to sit on top. Stay away from the scene of past tragedies.
Just a few more steps I was surprised by some people sitting down to eat together. I could only swallow, because I knew it would be so easy. Who am I, I know myself enough and try to be ordinary.
"we really want to sit here? " ask Melan
"look somewhere else" Siska suggested
"yes, look elsewhere" Melda and Meysa spoke.
Finally my friends and I turned towards the lesehan place in the gazebo.
"calm Kay, let's just say you didn't see anything" Melda said as she grabbed my hand in her arms
"this is your sister's favorite place Mel's family? " i asked Melan. And he could only nod slowly
"our family favorite is more precise" Melan spoke
"why didn't you say that Melan was there" Siska said in a high tone
"you know they're here too" Melan replied casually
"had it. I'm fine, gays!
don't make any more noise. Food pens only. Don't let anyone ruin our show today" I said in a lengthy conversation about it again
"the fact from earlier he's ruined your mood Kay" said Meysa
"it has not been discussed continuously if you do not want to make me more BT" said I with a cynical tone this time.
"okay-okay. Tell me something else gays" Melda said while coding others
"uh, what if you tell Jo's brother to come here Kay" Siska suggested
"no ah" I replied
"always point to him. It's not just him who can make you sprain" Siska spoke again. This time with emotion
"what's in it for me? "
"happy. Can make sprains too. Let's be the same" Siska gave me an idea
"Siska, no! It's not such a good idea" Melan disagreed with Siska's proposal
"focus first the same order gays, do not be mistaken because of emotional laughter" Melda reminded.
For a moment they were all silent. Look back at the order you have written. After being sure all was true, Melda stood up to hand over the list of orders. Then the conversation moved on to something else.
While I was silent again. I don't think about what's happening right now. Why can't I know this place is Melan's favorite. This is the narrowest part of the world, so I have to go back to meet him. Or is the world showing that he is for someone else.
Didn't he just send a photo, showing that he was already in the room?
"gays.gays" Melda is back.
"you don't know" Melda spoke enthusiastically
"what the hell" Siska answered quickly
"the mothers who were there anyway, from just looking this way continue" Melda told. Because she was sitting at the very edge facing towards the table where Dian's family was.
"have you, the eyes of her eyes" Meysa replied wryly
"as I stood giving the order earlier, look at me from top to bottom. You don't know" Melda told me again
"his dream daughter-in-law is not as beautiful as you might be Mel" I said as I moved, going to the toilet.
"already changed the topic. Don't give people away. Sin knows" I said before I left
"uh, where is Kayra" Melda shouted
"toilet" I answered briefly and headed straight for the toilet
Stomach so mules remind events today. No one went out in the toilet either.
"hay"
surprise after surprise. Greet someone as soon as I get out of the ladies' room.
"why, this is a girl's toilet" as much as possible want to be calm, but this feeling can not resist to say cynical
"you're here too" he said, which I felt was just a pleasantries
"yes, Mel. " I haven't finished talking, her bodyguard has appeared
"ummi you" I said briefly while pointing towards the arrival of his ummi.
"i'm already first"
Dian passed away while I was still quiet. It is also impossible for me to walk at the same time leaving this place.
While from a distance I could see the aura of the face of Zia's body that was no longer pleasant. I'm just trying to be rude. And when our footsteps passed, my arm was held back by him.
"follow me you"
DEG
my feelings are not good to hear the ferocious voice of ustazah. My arm was pulled back to the toilet. Luckily the toilet is quiet, if not sure there are many eyes that pay attention
"calm Kayra, you're not a criminal. You are not a thief" I said in my heart to give courage to myself
PLAQUES
a slap landed on my right cheek. It feels so piercing.
Not yet I raised my face, I was back in judgment
"BASIC YOU'RE A STUBBORN KID. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE I WARNED YOU, DON'T GO NEAR MY CHILD. YOU'RE NOT A PANTES FOR MY SON. I NEVER KNEW MYSELF, I DIDN'T KNOW MYSELF EITHER. YOU HAVE INFLUENCED MY SON. BECAUSE OF YOU MY SON CAME OUT OF THE PESANTREN. BECAUSE OF YOU, MY SON OFTEN ARGUES. HOW DARE YOU SPEAK IN FRONT OF ME. YOU ARE STUPID OR HOW, HAVE YOU NEVER BEEN TAUGHT ABOUT RELIGION WITH YOUR PARENTS"
"enough ma'am. My mother knows nothing about my life. You can rebuke me of any kind. But please, don't involve my parents in this" My heart aches with the last words of Baliau
"WELL, YOUR PARENTS SHOULD KNOW. TO LEARN HOW TO EDUCATE CHILDREN"
my body instantly felt weak, even my body trembled. I could no longer hold back the very weeping of oustadzah coming out leaving me.
How painful. What's my fault, where's my fault. Why should it be that sharp, where the soft side I used to know. Where is justice, as he once said as a religious leader?
I was still standing in front of the sink mirror with a deepening sobbing.
Without me noticing there was someone hugging me from the side.
"o God Kayra, what is it? must be Dian's mom? " it turns out Melda's coming
A few moments Melda calmed me down. After my sobs subsided, he helped tidy up my veil that was messy because it was pulled by Zia's ustadzah. Do not forget to wash your face so that it is fresher. But I can't hide my scars.
While walking towards our place, I could hear the laughter of the two families. But there was no Dian's voice in the slightest. I could feel, there might be anxiety and all sorts of questions from within his heart.
"you look at Dian" Melda whispered
while I just looked down in shame. If I cross paths with people, it would seem that I just cried.
My heart still hurts too much right now to pretend to smile.
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