IF YOU ARE A FOOL

The feeling is complicated

Kayra POV's

The next day my mother asked me to take her to school. Because the driver got sick and Papa had a meeting early in the morning.

I don't know much about Dian's campus schedule, but yesterday I heard at a glance tomorrow he has an event on campus at 06:30 WIB. Intentionally do not want to meet him I invited adek to leave early.

It was like 'falling down the stairs'. How many times it has been avoided even he approached and it seems I also began to be lured.

Again I saw the apparition that made my heart burn.

Some pass by chatting with girls. None other than the girl who was with Zia's ustadzah yesterday. That means, the girl spent the night there.

He greeted me by honking me a horn. Even more than that, he slowed down the speed of his bike while smiling. And the one behind smiled.

Want to show off ato how!

my grouse in my heart.

I shouldn't have to feel this way if I didn't have any feelings for Dian.

Should I admit if my heart starts to tether to her figure?

A person who often makes my heart peaceful. A soothing smile and a stirring greeting.

Is it that simple I like her figure?

Though we were never close together, talking alone, let alone out the appeal.

He was right to keep his promise to no longer interfere like he used to.

Peace just came after Me and Dian made peace.

Although only a smile when I meet but I can see sincerity. Will the feelings he once said still be the same until now. It also melted his heart of violence to endure.

Why is the girl back?

All the way to deliver my thoughts continued to struggle. I realized that this was not good for me who was driving. I stopped at the chicken shop. It might warm my body a little. Because the weather this morning wasn't so good, the clouds were dark. Cloudy enveloped, as thick as my heart. Apparently the heat of the heart is not able to warm the body.

As soon as I got home I went into the room because the house was quiet for sure. My mom was busy at the store.

There are many incoming messages as well as missed calls. I forgot to bring my cell phone while delivering the adek.

Of the many incoming messages and calls, only one name appeared.

"yes if you don't want to pick up my phone 😢"

"Kayra please pick up"

"lift the girl of peace"

"Kayra you still believe in me right! "

"Kay, I'm sorry. Can't keep you from umi"

"Kay, it's donk ngambeknya ⁇ ️"

Back I remembered the words Melan "ang nyebelin umin why his son who was craved "with a heavy heart I wrote a message to Dian

"new until home, earlier did not bring HP fit between adek" ~send

not even a minute a message has been sent, there has been an incoming call from Dian

"assalamu'alaikum's chat. Kay, I guess you're still lashing out. Not answering messages don't pick up the phone.

I'm sorry for what Umi said, sorry also I can only say 'sorry' for now. For all the circumstances that made you uncomfortable, I'm really sorry"

"Kay... kayra, are you still there? you hear me talking? "

"waalaikumsalam hall. It's still here, I hear all your words"

"alhamdulillah"

"is that all?"

"yes, what else do you have to do so you don't sulk? "

"since then, it's like a train passing by"

"yes-yes sorry"

"i will always forgive even if it doesn't mean I forget" I said softly

the one on the phone spoke like a train passing by. Explaining about the woman, her general closeness with the woman was also her family.

"i'm a nobody. There is also no special relationship with you. You shouldn't have to say it all" I said in a conversation before the phone broke.

There was a sense of happiness to hear the whole explanation from Dian. Since I became aware, her feelings have not changed towards me.

But also terbesit sadness in it, I became more and more aware that the ustazah will never come back as good to me as before.

My feelings raged again, her love made me happy and hurt.

Then should I fight for this feeling that began to bloom for him?

While on the other hand there is someone who still has not given up on fighting for my love.

Should I hurt myself again by wanting to get away from Dian, while Dian still struggles to get close?

Why does everything feel so complicated. Thinking about it makes me even hungrier. Especially cold like this.

After I forgot the chicken porridge I had bought, this time I immediately went down and reheated the porridge in the microwave.

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