IF YOU ARE A FOOL

We're Moving

Rahardian POV

I feel like I want to scream in frustration because some days hold back the desire that is not channeled properly.

Not just once, even a few times.

On the first night of the wedding to this day, one week of marriage.

Patient

I still have to keep waiting until Kayra is really ready with our relationship. Let alone to have sex, to touch each other it feels like he is still too awkward. I have to start and relax him first.

It's not because I'm smart or experienced. But the desire as a man just appeared like a normal man.

Kayra Princess Almahira

Why are you so hard for me to touch, then until now. Even today, after you became my wife. Touching your body is as difficult as touching your heart. But that's okay, it means I got something that's still completely sealed.

Even now at Kayra's house spend more time with my mother than accompanying me in the room. There is still a spoiled aura that has not disappeared after a long time in Pesantren.

I'm quite understanding. I'll be waiting. Waiting for the time he let go of longing with mom.

I am also quite aware, I have forced everything to happen faster. So I also have to accept if Kayra also takes longer to be able to adjust to all this.

And I never forget how I managed to keep having him. Something that looks opposite than it should. So it might not be easy for him to create friendly chemistry with me.

Still remembered the teasean Radit the other day "already married is still his call Di, suck".

Not only that, other chats are still flowing until they have left this house.

Well, they were my three best friends the other day. An old friend since I was in Pesantren. An old friend who witnessed how crazy I used to be for a little Kayra. Friends complained at once the source of ideas when I missed that small line so much.

Either way from where, after a long time no see God reunited us in the same company, just different placement. He was placed in the East Java area therefore I did not invite him. I met him twice in order to work.

No idea he came to the house with friends one room while in Pesantren first.

Just like today, it was just me and Kayra who closed their eyes. After a day in the office with complicated work constraints, I want something that refreshes my mind and feelings. The door was knocked by Nahla.

Under the pretext of asking to be taught to learn because soon there will be a test. He took a lot of Kayra's time with him.

While I was, again in wine.

Until finally came the brilliant idea in my mind. Go take Kayra until no one can interfere.

Honeymoon, I think I need that. But I'm not sure Kayra will want it anytime soon. Because he is still in the KKN period.

New house, I don't think it's necessary. Because we just got married. It would feel very quiet, empty, silent if only in the two.

Kos, kok seems prestige if it is known to the same ranks of stock growers. "stocks everywhere, the yes time the wife is only taught to live in kosan".

Looks like I need to find an apartment, even if it's not big. For investment all places to evacuate to realize ambition. Ambition has Kayra in full. No distractions from mom, school or college.

Well, in the middle of hard I think, I have to fuss with myself because early in the morning the wife left first. After last night his time was spent with the dick, continued to do his own work until almost midnight. Where can this self disturb his deep sleep.

Maybe this is the risk of my decision. Must be patient waiting while he is busy with the final task of college. At least he's mine, completely.

"assalamualaikum darling, I've reached KKN's place"

"*have you taken a shower?"

"had breakfast? Where's the breakfast today? "

"have you left for work*? "

Must feel enough with greeting and attention through messages and calls. And now the greeting 'honey' has begun to get used to, when not together. But not when we were together. "iwh, I'm ashamed" he said.

"it's up to you, the important thing is to be comfortable" I finally said give up. I really want to eat it as soon as possible.

As friends said at that time "definitely not you ahem-ehem yes, so it is still awkward

aja"

I say goodbye to my mom to go to work. But before that I expressed my desire to live in an apartment with Kayra. And my mom allowed it.

"you've become Kayra's husband. Whatever you decide if it doesn't stray, go ahead. As long as you do not forget to keep visiting the parents' house" said mom.

I walked into the office with excitement. It feels like getting a fresh breeze in the heat to resist the desire to make love.

It feels like a sad newlywed.

I won't waste any more time. This afternoon I will start looking for an apartment.

About Kayra, this will be a surprise for her. If everything is ready to go, then I'll take him there. Think of it as a halal kidnapping.

If I tell Kayra now, there might be a lot of negotiations. But this has been my decision. When will be her adult if it continues like this only. Adult in bed means. Hhhhhhhhh

I feel like I want to laugh. Am I not experienced in bed?

At least I've peeked at a little collection belonging to friends.

Until the car I was driving got to the office, my mind was still on that. Until I didn't notice there were a lot of messages that Kayra sent. My mind wanders too far apparently.

The shadow of spending the night with Kayra completely filled my brain.

I shook my head many times. Trying to shift focus. It's time to work. Open fantasizing. *So beware Dian.

Patience, sooner or later Kayra will be yours. He's yours, just waiting for time. Be patient junior, you will definitely get your rations in time*.

I give encouragement to myself. As I continued to step into the room where I spent the minutes.

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