IF YOU ARE A FOOL

IF YOU ARE A FOOL
Complicated



From today onward, my life will be reoccupied with new things. That is following the steps of papa while in the office to be introduced to papa's business partner, that I am the prospective successor.


Today, after returning to the office papa clearly told me again, more precisely repeating the words that were said to his business partner during the meeting.


"but pa, isn't this not the time yet?


First of all, I haven't really graduated. Second, I'm here on an internship. If I have to go anywhere follow papa, then when do I learn? How can I apply the knowledge I have? How do I finish the thesis I've compiled?"


I expressly object to Papa.


"easy, whenever you want to learn what, every division must accept your presence. And if you do the thesis, you can ask Riza for help"


"pa, why is papa so gini anyway. This is not fair to me pa" It feels like a protege who is in special right by his teacher.


I just walked out of papa's room. Even when outside getting questions from Riza, I ignored her. I was disappointed in Papa's attitude.


Hasn't papa ever sued me or pressured me in any way? Why with just a little willingness to enter this office, as if making papa want to get all at once right now.


With my face folded I returned to the finance room. I immediately occupied the empty seat next to Dila.


"turning the face tangled. Wh why? " ask Dila.


"after meeting the same flirtatious eyes" said I keceplosan.


For some reason, since sitting in the same division with Dila, I became closer to him. I often tell her my personal things. Maybe because I feel comfortable and I'm a good listener. Vice versa.


After I lost my best friends in High School, then lost Siska, now I start to feel like I found new people who are one frequency. One vision and one thought.


"you're beautiful after all" replied Dila.


"pull Kay's breath, throw it away. Focus. There is no more, is there not a person? " continue Dila.


I had to make a joke like that, because there were a lot of papa officials there. Not funny, if I'm just an intern who dared to talk about a leader at the internship. But not because of the love scandal, but about the inheritance scandal.


Work hours are over. Dila and I walked out of the finance department. As usual, before the death of the office building I and other friends always took the time to gather first in the office musholla.


In addition to performing the Ashar prayer first, also to share about the work of the day. With a relaxed atmosphere, can while sleeping, also selonjoran. Letting go of the fatigue of working all day. "this is what it feels like to work" I thought.


In addition to tired energy, tired of the mind, must also be tired of the heart.


My phone rings, Dian calls.


"assalamu'alaikum" said I.


"Wa'alaikum salam. Sorry I couldn't pick up the phone. It just finished the meeting"


"yes, it's okay. It's also coming home"


"yes already. Be careful on the road, baby. See you at home. Assalamu'alaikum"


"wa'alaikum salam" call over. And this becomes an extra drop of energy to get to the house.


"lesu very much Kay seems" reprimanded one of the men.


"don't tell me you're upset, because you're exhausted in the flirtatious guy" said Dila.


"astaghfirullah Dil, where is possible.


I'm a man's wife, not just pa. ca. ran.


It's not possible because it's a problem" I speak louder at the end of the sentence.


"ewh, sorry. nge-gas well" I said back.


"Kayra, in search of the same assistant boss sir tuh" one of the press men called me.


For they huddled themselves outside the musholla.


I'm out too. And found Riza mas who seemed to be bored. I don't know where to run from.


"yes" I said.


"take Kayra is not found here. Tired I mbak muter-muter around the building" until now mas Riza has not also saved my phone number.


A few years ago, early Riza worked with papa. I caught a tip that he was trying to get close to me. That's why I warned everyone, including Adek so that no one ever gave me phone contact on him.


But if it's a job, an office. Why not ask papa?


"yes mas, I'm the same friends always gather here after the hour home" there is a feeling of pity also let the child of people squeamish just to look for me.


"father has come home from earlier mbak, because he wants to meet with clients first. I was told to take Kayra with me"


Instantly all the views of the word led to me as soon as I heard the words of Riza.


"ecciieee" the voice of the women from inside the mosque.


"don't bother. Let me be with a friend who came home in the same direction" without thinking long I find an excuse not to be alone with the other man. Can kill Dian if you know.


"really mbak?


But this is my father's order. I'll get angry if I don't get Kayra safely home"


"not what mas. I'll talk to papa"


"you already are. I went back to the room, there was still unfinished work"


Riza left the musholla.


"really Kay, you want to go home with me? " ask Dio, The only person who is in my direction.


"i brought a motorbike" he recalled.


"not want Kay, but afraid ah same husband. Don't dare cave mepet-mepet same wife people" said Dio honestly.


Instantly made me pat the jidat.


"yes, don't think about it if you pack a Dio motorbike"


Hearing the commotion outside finally all those inside the musholla came out.


"why not want to be in anterin mas Riza, cute know the person, good again, polite" said Dini.


"ye...that's your mah who likes the same Mr. Riza"


welcomed by other friends.


Well, I'm the only one who calls Riza mas "mas". It's because he asked. Others where dare to use that call.


" just the same, the car is with each other. The lion at home can go straight to bed if you see that" I chanted.


"huh. Ribet woke up Lo Kay. It doesn't seem good to be that young marriage, so I'm afraid I'm"


there's more saying


"you're Kay, hurry up and get married. So complicated with gini. Let us be single, free"


"kalo soul mate it's time, who the hell gays that can refuse? Can anyone negotiate God's decree? "


Instantly all was silent. Just nodding your head.


"Well, on speechless right.


Kay didn't have to scare them. You pesen aja online vehicle" Dila mediate.


True said Dila, then I immediately ordered the vehicle online.


Because the time has shown exactly five o'clock, the other friends say goodbye to go home first. Yes, interns are welcome home an hour earlier than they should.


"yes, not papa"


"i'm Temenin Kay, up to the car for the dateng" said Dila.


Dila and I moved to the security guard station. A while waiting, Dila got an incoming call.


Dila was told to pick up her sister at her grandmother's house. Dila finally couldn't wait for me until the pickup car came.


Fifteen minutes I was waiting, the pickup car never came. Until finally, the driver gave word if his car suddenly broke down.


It feels ape today. While the day is getting late afternoon, coupled with cloudy envelopes, making the atmosphere this afternoon is like night.


Riza's car passed. Finding me still sitting at the security guard post, Riza pulled her car over.


"loh, um Kayra, it's still here"


"yes, Dio just brought helmet 1" I quickly found the right reason.


"so I ordered the car online, and the driver told me that the car had suddenly broken down"


I went back to explaining.


"yas already Kayra, I just take it. Soon it will also rain" Mas Riza's offer still applies apparently.


And I had no other choice. I followed Riza's steps towards the car. Riza opened the door for me.


On the way, I thought of something


"mas Riza." I'm actually hesitant to say, but while it's still early. I don't want this to drag on.


"yes to Kayra"


"Kayra can ask for help, don't treat Kayra that special"


"how special, I don't know"


"yes, how is it?


Yes anyway mas Riza my treatment is the same as to other apprentices only. No need to go near Giu.


But yes not near that.awh, hard talk.


Riza knows I don't mean it"


"i just did what my father told me.


Take it easy, even if I still like and still like you, I can put myself"


"aduwh, mas. I mean, it's not good gini.


I told you a little bit, Mas. I actually refused to intern at Papa's place. Because I know, there will definitely be different treatment between me and other friends. Little thing, gini. All employees must be happy, smile, respect, because they know that I'm their boss's son. I don't want any social jealousy between us interns."


"so why did Kayra end up being an intern here? "


"forced, because it has been in and out of several offices no one is suitable. Finally the house people urged me to accept papa's offer. And as soon as my friends told me, they agreed"


"nah, that means friends mbak Kayra already know that mbak Kayra is indeed special. So they have no right to be socially jealous"


"but yeah, I don't feel good about them.


I had also guessed that, if I received an offer of papa apprenticeship in the office, surely papa would take advantage of this opportunity to introduce me to his business colleagues"


"lagian mbak Kayra why have you been reluctant to play in my father's office?


Afraid of me, right? "


"ewh, no mas Riza, no. Why think that anyway.


I don't like it, so be the center of attention"


"continue why until now I still can not keep your number?


Don't tell me now you can't be the same husband. And I didn't want to go between because I was afraid of my husband"


deg, why is the discussion so long anyway. Huft, Nyebeliiinnn


"who said that" I murmured. But in the heart it is.


"ekhm, do you want to give my number to Riza mas until now? "


"kalo di kasih ya don't need me to muterin nyariin building you" seemed annoyed look there.


"because we're partners now, save my number"


Mas Riza held out her cell phone. With doubt I took


I type my own number and I give it a name


"Kayra" I said my own name.


"this is it? I'm misscall" I showed the phone to Riza.


"It's also Riza's mas number on my phone"


Mas Riza just nodded. I returned the phone to the owner.


The next second my phone actually reads, Dian.


"assalamu'alaikum"


"waalaikumsalam hall. Have you gone home yet? This is papa's home first"


"yes, I'm on the road. It was still waiting for Riza to finish his work first, so it was a bit late"


"well, I'm waiting at home, I'm missing"


"yes, assalamu'alaikum"


Call ended.


I'm so ashamed of Riza, because I called the loudspeaker. Outside of the heavy rain, so the sound that entered was not so clear.


"ciiee, the newlyweds. The carry continues to miss"


"yes.


Mas Riza spit marriage also let there be in kangenin"


"later, I'll see the same girl as you"


I immediately spokeless hearing Riza's reply.


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