IF YOU ARE A FOOL

First Day Together

It was almost afternoon when the event in Pesantren was over.

After the photo session finished the event continued with friendly hospitality with both families and the Pesantren family.

Event after event, welcome after welcome. Until I was surprised by a new truth. It's not just me, maybe everyone who's there, including Dian himself is concerned.

A fact reveals that Zia's ustadzah is not Dian's birth mother nor her older sister.

As far as I know, there is absolutely no closeness between her sister Dian and her mother, the ustadzah Zia. While with Dian himself, very visible face of shock in his look. I can only hold her hand tightly.

It didn't last long he pulled me to leave the crowd. Towards the side page.

It is fitting iftadzah Zia asked to hold an ijab event here. With an extra private event. It turns out there is something big being said.

Apparently all this time he was still fighting for the rights that should be obtained by Dian. Leadership over the Pesantren.

It is fitting that He was so disappointed when Dian decided to leave Pesantren. It was only fitting that Ustadzah hated me so much at that time.

It's only fitting that a woman was brought in to make me leave.

I understand how Dian feels right now.

We just kept quiet. But honestly there are a lot of words that we want to say to each other.

"here hug me" said Dian breaking the silence.

In a few seconds we enjoyed each other's meaningful first hug. Let go of all the flavors that attacked me these few days. And I think Dian feels the same way.

"i miss you" the word just came out of my mouth.

"let alone me" he said flatly.

"keep calm. Whatever happens I will always be by your side" I said, trying to cheer up.

"Eitherway. It felt too full of flavor, which was mixed into one. Until I don't know what I'm feeling right now.

Be lost. Think about it later. The important thing is that you are LEGIT, you belong to me"

Along with the end of the sentence, I could feel a touch slowly sweeping my lips. At first it was only a glimpse. Then again, again and again. Getting stickier. Going deeper and deeper, begin to explore the ceiling and its surroundings.

I felt increasingly moody as the tongue began to demand. I really don't know. Don't watch, hear a friend tell me about the activity just as soon as I want to vomit. Even once, I literally vomited and my stomach felt very nauseous.

It felt like getting a sudden thunderstorm strike.

My body stiffens. Cold sweat soaked my sweat. But I know enough, if I suddenly stop her activities, it could make her mood worse. So, the only thing I can do is 'shut my eyes'.

Trying to accept, whether I like it or not.

Luckily, a split second later Dian let go of my lips. It feels so relieved. I immediately inhaled a deep breath.

"you." he looked at me, saw the expression that was emanating there. Then he smiled wryly.

"why, I must be ugly" I asked.

"why can you get rich in gini? " ask her.

"solar tau. Dress this big" I tried to break it. Whether he believes it or not.

"the show won't be over soon if we're not inside.

Let's finish the show here. Then we continue what we just did" the sentence came out accompanied by a smile.

I didn't say, nor did I ask. But I know enough what Dian means. And that, makes my body feel like it's boiling. My heart is worried. Should I really do that?

..."aaaahhhh, mom. Where should I hide? Should it be under the bed? It must have been so easy for him to find me"...

Dian clasped my hand to re-enter the Pesantren hall.

"In. And that stopped our steps.

"hempp"

"are you all right? " ask me in doubt.

"as long as you're around, I'll be fine"

"combal" I hit his arm slowly.

"already. I haven't said anything about this"

Our footsteps had reached the door of the hall. Then I got a welcome from my mom.

"you're back. Eat first yes. Let's go get it"

Brides need to eat too, right?? I have been waiting for that offer since. But there was an ad that passed.

"iya ma, Kayra uda. I can't wait to go home too. Change clothes, wear a bath t-shirt also to be more seger" spontaneously I immediately nyerocos once there is a chance to talk to mama.

Without me noticing many other ears on the left right were listening to my words.

"ecie. I'm not impatient" teased one of the cousins there and ended up being boisterous.

I think I've got the wrong place to talk. Malunyaaa I tuh. Makes me want to run away from this place.

"reeesee to you. That's not what it means" though I know it's useless, at least I'm trying to refute.

"Once you have, just eat first. After this the event is over" said mama broke up the noise.

My heart is so relieved. Will soon be free from this kebaya. About tomorrow, I don't know. Think about it tonight while lying down.

MC has stated that the show is over. Closed by do'a.

After this we will be separated from the family. Towards the hotel that has been prepared by the WO team. This time it has nothing to do with stocks.

Why should I be at a hotel?

After saying goodbye to both parents and the Pesantren family, we were escorted by a driver to the hotel.

Huh, it feels a little relieved. I can sit back and my feet are free from those pointy, slender, tall shoes.

"why his legs, pegel? " asked Dian to see me take off my shoes and slightly slit my feet towards the front.

"capek. I don't wear rich gini shoes.

If I wear flat shoes tomorrow, can't I?"

Suddenly my idea came up for comfort.

"just ask the same question you know better"

"in fact the dress is big, it won't look like I'm wearing flat shoes" I still feel like I'm right about my version of myself.

"problem, your height is high. It makes a less elegant impression for the bride" well, that answer is realization. And I'm not angry.

It's just, I still want to fight for my wish.

Really, from morning to night I had to wear these torturous shoes. It's too bad for my feet, isn't it???

"Di, remind me yes. Right up to the hotel, the first thing I want to do ishh"

"no need to be reminded. Because I also want to" Dian replied in a whisper bringing her face closer to me.

"okay. We do it together.

Soak your feet in warm water" I said, continuing the unfinished sentence.

"well, kok soaking his feet anyway" grumbled.

"yes, that's what I wanted to do. Let's relax his legs"

Our conversation around the legs came to a halt as the car had entered the hotel parking area.

We went down to be greeted by hotel staff who were ready to bring luggage.

Then we were escorted to a hotel room that had been prepared before.

The door opened and surprised

The smell of the bridal chamber. My heart is back in the marathons. The dag dig dug. Is it really going to happen tonight???

A very fragrant aroma of roses. We're getting to walk inside. After being helped to turn on all the lights and show some equipment, the hotel staff left us.

"yes, thank you" Dian replied in response to the hotel employee who said goodbye.

"it's a shame to know the flowers. Destroyed like a gini, the end is thrown into garbage"

Deg

Deg deg deg deg deg deg

There was a hug from behind. I know it's him. But just the two of us here, if anything happens???

"In... amused" a tight hug that there was not even a distance at all between our bodies, top to bottom. With roaring breath deliberately directed near my ears. Fortunately, I still wear the hijab.

"don't like?

It's just a flower. Intentionally planted for benefit.

For sure, I will never destroy you. Let alone throwing you away like trash"

Then Dian turned my body around quickly.

"you will be the queen of my life. Welcome to my life, my little princess" her arms began to lead me to the bed.

And finally we both lay down on a soft mattress the size of a big size.

"i will never let go of this body. Even if it's just once, or for a while. Even seconds. Never will" still he concocted with his bucin sentences.

"yes-yes. I know it. And you've done that a long time ago.

No need to worry. I'm just yours" I said, pausing for a moment.

"but... by the way...what the hell is it that actually makes you want me so much? " this question that I've actually kept neatly open for years. Starting in our bad state, starting to improve, well, until the wedding happens.

"all. I want all of you. Especially this (lips), this (breasts) and that down there" and he started touching my lips.

But I started wanting something

"Diannnnnnn

oh, yeah, forgot. Ask the bucket for a foot soak" spontaneously, I said to derail the action.

"aaahh, yes. Excuse me.

Call me that". said Dian

" good idea. We soak our feet while waiting for the makeup artist to come to remove these accessories" I said expectantly. There were others who came so as to disturb Dian's focus on doing those frightening things.

"nobody will come. The kebaya shirt also has its own. I'll help you get your clothes off" said Dian. Either it's just teasing or he'll actually do it. For sure, it makes me 'worry'.

"regardless of accessories later ask for help from a female hotel officer. Stay in the loose"

Awkh.... Dian's words made me uneasy. Really am.

So sorry to agree to spend the night here. It should be at home, the more distractions the better, right?!

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