IF YOU ARE A FOOL

About Me

Three months passed, my internship at papa company was completed.

All felt light because there was no longer the burden of feeling jealous Dian against mas Riza. Even now they can be friends. I was the one who encouraged them to interact more often. But the results were not in vain. Mas Riza is not a bad type of person to be a friend, replacing brother Jo who has gone a long way in his career.

And, what about adek since Jo's departure?

All I see is he's fine. Their communication is good even if it is limited by time. I just told him, just walk like running water. If anyone comes closer, do not refuse. And don't wait too much. Because we don't know where that soul mate came from. It could be the person with us the most. And it could be, the person you are waiting for hurts you.

Well, that's how life is. We will never know about time. But time knows when it's time for him to approach his destiny.

These were the last months I completed the thesis. Lucky all the debts on campus have been completed. So that I can really focus on composing the thesis in this short time.

And in times like this I became close again to Nicholas's sister and Maryam's sister. I even stayed at Maryam's house a few times. Oh yeah, sister Maryam now has a little baby girl, eight months old. How adorable.

Of course you still remember how Dian and Jo both misunderstood brother Nicholas. Then with the appearance of sister Maryam, I became more and more steady and in a short time decided to stay in the boarding house.

"so we're afraid, if I help your wife to leave again?" goda sister Maryam when we were telling her about the departure time to the boarding school.

Which is the main reason why Dian followed me to stay at sister Maryam's house.

"does he. Because of my brother, I lost half my life"

"oeh, so you're the rese guy Kayra told me about, who always bothered me. Sampe-sampe makes Kayra not at home?" continued sister Maryam who made the debate longer.

"where is. It's not like that. It's just a sweetener" refuted Dian who began to run out of excuses.

"the sweetie said Kay" said kaka Maryam

"huh, that's it, brother.

Yes, what he said, really.

The Sultan always wins" I said I didn't want the debate to last longer. Fear of disturbing the baby who is sleeping.

"what's important now is SAH, isn't it Dian?" brother Nicho emerged from the kitchen and joined in.

"usually ABG labile does like it like that" continued Brother Nicho while sitting next to sister Maryam.

I was worried that Nicho's remark would trigger a fight. But the next second I was made to hold back laughing by Dian's words. Because brother Nicho got to checkmate.

"it is difficult indeed if the marriage package of the matchmaker, so the lecturer does not understand the name of the teacher in love".

Suddenly everyone was silent and just looked at each other. Until finally the debate finished with a score of 1-0.

If anyone asks, how can I stay at Maryam's sister's house?

That's because Dian stayed there with me. Otherwise, how could he possibly sleep without me next to him.

Since becoming a husband and wife, Dian has become very spoiled. I didn't even think he could behave like that. But I understand, maybe because all this time he could not be spoiled against his own family. So be spoiled for couples.

And for some reason, I just love the promise he has. Sometimes it has to be more difficult. Like that morning, though,

"honey, I want to take a shower"

"honey, I'm wearing which shirt"

"honey, the tie is more suitable which one"

and there are many other "sad" sentences.

Not that I'm uncomfortable, but until I don't feel good about myself with mama, papa. So many "honey" sentences that every day Dian said.

The adek blush no longer works and makes Dian embarrassed. It was like having a third child, her mama at the dinner table.

Even when I was at home, umipun to shake his head and say "for a long time you will not be able to do anything without your wife"

"honey, you don't want a tiny baby like Maryam's sister?" dian's question when we stayed at Maryam's sister's house.

"how do I want to have a small baby, if this big baby always caresses me" replied I try to touch it subtly.

"this baby will still always control you, until anytime" he said while both hands have guerrilla everywhere.

"according to the initial agreement, dear, what's wrong?" I said carefully. Fear if Dian is offended because he began to wait for the presence of a baby.

"had it. Let me also be content to play around with this" he replied with a movement to knock my body into the mattress.

I can guess what he wants. I slowly closed my laptop.

As long as I finish my thesis more at home. Because being on campus actually makes the concentration break because many questions from the right left.

Unless in an emergency, such as when you have to see a lecturer for a consultation, or need to go to the library to find support books.

Therefore, Dian invites to stay in the apartment only. "let's be more free if you want to eat you at all times" he said. And I can only shake my head.

My world was really colorful, when I first got to know Dian. When Dian became so annoying. When Dian started to decorate some of my heart. Dian has had my whole life.

It feels like my life is only filled with Dian, Dian and Dian.

Maybe that's how God showed me that he was my soul mate. Another name is like a passing advertisement.

I smiled remembering my own way of life. Until now, my life has been full of happiness. When Umi has returned to be the figure of ibi that I used to know. When Jo's brother has let go and pursue his own dream.

I hope this time will never pass. Passing and returning to be plaguesome, NO. Enough dark stories in the past, I just want to welcome a new life full of happiness.

Even if I realized, life would never escape temptation. May Dian and I stay together until we age.

May our love be ever awake upon the sacred bond of marriage. May Allah present the little soldiers who will decorate our homes. As well as being looking after us when we are old.

It's not that I don't want to have a baby, but I still want to learn more.

Learning to be a filial child, after being in school for so long.

Learning to be a more talented wife, can do a lot for the husband.

Learn to be a truly mother-to-be.

I think I still need time to dig all that up. May the time pass, God reveal my heart and mentality before finally receiving a new trust, namely the child.