IF YOU ARE A FOOL

Equally troublesome

One hour of study I had finished with the students one level below me. Teaching that is almost that age, takes care of energy once. The energy of patience. Not to mention the ignorant male students. Frequently just breathe out so that the mood remains stable.

Then I'll refocus on my own course.

As soon as I entered the classroom I immediately stretched the muscles of the head that already felt curly.

kklleekk, kklleekk, it's more or less like it's the sound it makes.

"About Kay, watch out for broken neck veins" Dea warned me.

It's been a week that I'm no longer in a class with Siska. To be honest, sometimes I miss the time I spent with him. He is now focusing on material in the pesantren in addition to his major college assignments. Understandably, he does not like to struggle in the organization.

Sometimes we just have to stand on two feet. Without parents, without brothers and now I have to be without friends.

I really started living my own life, walking every step of the way without being able to depend on anyone anymore. There are actually people who I should be going to.

After a day of being busy with my own duties, this afternoon I have to go back to exploring the lives of others.

After having a chance to talk with my mom, I began to have some way to raise brother Joe from his slump. However, a mother's instinct is easier to understand.

For one week I went back and forth to visit Jo just to accompany her to eat. Even the will to eat alone still needs to be awakened.

"sister, eat it more yes" I asked. Because the portion he ate was no more than half a centong of rice.

If only, if I had not known sin, I might have put food through my mouth into the mouth of Brother Jo. Like in the movies.

It is precisely my mind that wanders everywhere in the face of near-exhausted patience.

"Sister, Kayra has come here in the morning every day to accompany her sister to eat. Kayra is a spirit even though tired, let's donk brother who is eager to eat. Does Kayra need to help me chew this?" brother Jo glanced at me. Then he threw his eyes back.

"this is my brother, the plate is here. Lyrics of diiikiiit aja nasi, who knows the crush. Ekh, delicious aroma of cooking" I demonstrate by bringing the plate closer to the nose.

Apparently not effective.

"come on, brother, cherish Kayra's time. Appreciate Kayra already here. If it's Kayra's dear sister, plissss loves big sister's body too. It's made Kayra happy" I put the plate down. I crouched down next to Jo's sister, so I could see Jo's expression. So that he also knows the lull in my heart. I did all this full of sacrifice.

"if you love Kayra, you won't keep making Kayra like this every day, right?

We can meet on campus, we can meet outside, play together, play together. Wouldn't that be more fun, brother" persuaded me.

It has only been a week since it was exhausting. Am I willing to do all this for a longer time?

Oh, so it's not easy for Jo's sister to let go of her feelings because she knows my heart isn't for her.

"sister can still snatch me maybe, as long as the yellow stale hasn't arched. Why should that be your hope of love? you're not like the Jo I used to know, never giving up"

"i am Jo now. You can leave if you don't like me. Your heart is not really here"

While with Dian himself this one week is already full of protests through long chat that he sent. For one week we had not seen each other, because I had to leave in the morning and go home in the evening.

The loud protest that Dian always says "Be careful, take care of your heart".

Fortunately, this heart was created by God, if not it might have been crushed. I also want to live a happy, peaceful, safe and peaceful life.

In fact, I still have to ignore my own feelings, because there are feelings of others that I need to take care of.

Who will take care of my heart?

Ah, I don't know. Allah is the best of the guards.

It's it's not a date, why drag this? there's Dian who requested this. Brother Jo, too, feels that he alone has a heart. Why be like a child all the hell, aaarrrkkkhhhh !!!

like something's wrong.

Who do I have to complain to?

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hay-hay, Kayra is back still with grief nih 😭

who is hayo?? are you the same reader, right????

Dian who is in love, Johan who is heartbroken, Kayra is also the one who makes sad 😭😢😵😷

Kayra needs an injection of spirit to continue living today 😁

don't forget the support, leave a trace. Love little bonuses can also be lha

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