IF YOU ARE A FOOL

Heartbroken

Early in the morning my eyes were stunned to see the long message sent by the new number.

When it will all end, this life story will never end as long as the breath is still in the chest.

I took a deep breath after reading a long message that was like a newspaper.

His mother, Jo's brother, was definitely the message about his eldest son.

I don't know what happened to Brother Jo, which I can certainly see for myself when I met at the wedding of Brother Maryam that Jo's sister grew thinner with a messy appearance.

Long story starting from the beginning of his brother Jo grabbed his happiness when he first met me at the High School. Journey for 3 years of struggle brother Jo to win my heart. Until the end of the debate occurred between him and his friends on campus, none other than Dian.

I didn't think Jo was that close to her mom. Then Jo's journey began to sad when she had to accept a decision from her mother who asked her to stay away from me. Not to mention the agreement with Dian that he had already agreed.

Instead of giving comfort and tranquility to me, it hurt him so deeply.

From there, Jo began to lose the spirit to pay attention to herself. Ignoring diet, sleep and exercise. Trying hard to pursue acceleration to want to immediately realize his desire, which is to justify me.

But just as it was about to be achieved, she found out that I had confessed my feelings towards Dian.

Brother Jo already feels defeated. He's heartbroken, heartbroken. (Hopefully haven't broken life expectancy 😆)

He just left KKN's place. Go back home and lock yourself in the room. Eat unwillingly, talk unwillingly. Her mother who spoke was ignored.

Why come back to me, I'm not a helper angel. But knowing all that, I am also not a man without a heart.

I was confused, who to contact first. Mama,adek, or directly contact brother Jo. But I haven't even replied to a message from her mother Jo either.

What Dian?

Where does Jo know everything?

Indeed the saying goes, If you keep a carcass must smell too. But why should it be so fast?

O God, my human soul is called to help Jo. Is Dian going to let me if I help Jo, that means I'm going to be very close to Jo's sister.

"why else Kay, this hour has been pacing back and forth" asked Siska who had just opened her eyes. He still likes to wake up late at dawn.

"it's a bad feeling about my life's problems" I replied in a huffed tone.

"what the hell else, he said it had been sorted out yesterday by Billal" replied Siska as she died in the bedroom.

I saw the clock, it was only 5 in the morning. If I call mom at this hour, no surprise?

I'm still shifting contacts on my phone, looking for who I'm going to call first. Finally my heart stopped on Dian's name. Must have been up since dawn. After all they had been friends, didn't Dian ever say that.

Call connected and get an answer immediately. The word greeting is always the opening word. But not wanting to linger, I immediately asked the core of the problem.

"have you heard anything about Jo's sister?" ask me.

"what news, why is he? "

"he knows about us. And he's heartbroken. You could say depression. He left the KKN place, returned home and shut himself up" I tried to speak in as calm a tone as possible.

"huh, there's-there's him. A smart student like him usually gets that way.

You believe, sure this isn't her wits in order to win your heart?" dian said in a light tone, without the slightest worry.

"whatever. But mama she's the one who told me all that"

I'm silent for a moment. A little hesitant to say that I will meet Jo's brother and accompany him to regain his life spirit.

"Kayra, Kay. "he called my name several times.

"hemp, yes" I replied.

"are you still there?

don't tell me she asked you to meet Johan?

We'll see you later, yes, before you leave for college." after we agreed we also said hello to each other ending the call.

Siska finished her morning prayer and approached me who was currently standing in front of the bedroom window.

Look at the dark sky that will soon be light.

Maybe it will be like this life too, dark rise light. These problems sometimes make my day dark, but I have to be sure there will be an end.

"sister Jo... Sis" Siska patted my shoulder.

"he why? "

"he's heartbroken. I know I actually like Dian. She's lost the spirit of life" and then I showed her the message that her mother Jo sent.

"a Johan can be rich? just because of Kayra" Siska was shaking her head.

"kok because of me anyway? " why should I too, isn't this where I should be the victim?

"he's too obsessed with you" Siska always responds to a problem by enjoying. It does not make it a big burden. This is what I need an example of Siska.

"how should I go?" ask me to surrender.

"crying first. Not crying yet? " even Siska deliberately licks me.

"it can't cry, it's too complicated.

If I help brother Jo, he is afraid of dependence and will always demand to be close to me. But if not, I'm not that million"

"yuda. Do you know the answer?

do not need to make it complicated by thinking about things later, not necessarily also happens.

Most importantly, do it first. The problem is, God knows better. Didn't we? " Siska again nudged my shoulder with her shoulder. Then I reply with a hug.

"thank you, you have always supported me. So my advisor, lucky I have a friend like you" I continued with chipsikis and it makes Siska uncomfortable.

"what the hell is Kayra. I'm not going to let go either" I hugged Siska many times and this really made her uncomfortable.

Regarding Dian, maybe she will feel jealous. That's natural.

But humanity must be preceded by ego alone. Isn't he also struggling in the organization, even he's the chairman of the campus BEM. He should have understood.

About love, which sometimes makes forget even blind. Remember, we're not dating. Just admit each other's feelings.

The soul is still a mysterious thing. We cannot go before God's destiny.

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