IF YOU ARE A FOOL

Mission Ended

Time passed quickly, and the current was exactly eleven o'clock, marked by a clock bell inside the house that rang.

While brother Jo began to want to voice his heart. He spoke, silent again. And I have to go back to trying to stir up her good mood to talk again.

"that sister wants Kayra, right? now that Kay is here sister, Kay is here for sister. You can say whatever you feel. Kayra will listen" I think I've wanted to reach the final, I can't wait to hear this heartbroken drama.

THE DRIFT HELD PATIENTLY

"sister, come on, brother talk. Let's talk if we have any problems. Let out the feeling, brother. If you have to scream, scream. If you have to cry, just cry. But after that it was. Don't make yourself a sister like this.

Do not curb the contents of your heart, but at the end of his physical brother who must be hurt"

Jo began to rise from his seat. I hope her emotions are provoked so that she can let out whatever feelings she is craving.

"Kayra HATES this kind of sister" I pulled Jo's arm as she was about to move.

Beyond my expectations, but as I wish.

Instantly his body turned around and wrapped me on the chair. His gaze was intense, even I could feel his breathing.

"you really want to know? " he said it was heavy, as if holding a lot of the burden of feeling.

Then I nodded

"You know, how long have you been torturing me by not wanting to see me?

You know, how much of that miss is accommodated to wait time?

You know, how much hope has gathered from a few years ago?

You know, it feels disappointed?

You know, it feels like a broken heart?

You know what it's like to betray your best friend?

You know, it hurts invisible?

No matter how much you reveal, others will never be able to see the wounds you are going through.

That invisible wound was much more painful to Kayra! "

Every word of his broke my heart. The tears fell without a sound.

Even the last sentence that brother Joe whispered in my ear, managed to get him slapped.

The details of my tears were getting bigger, even this time I couldn't hold back the sobs. So I shut my mouth with my own hands.

it's not finished yet

"I'm Kayra's guy. Where can I cry, I laugh. Laughing at destiny laughing at me.

Had I told this to others, would they not have laughed at my stupidity?

I was too stupid, loved you for years, but there was clearly no good response from you.

I'm too stupid to mean your kindness all along. Obviously all of that is only because of the friendship of our parents.

I was too stupid to know that the woman I was proud of with my best friend was the same woman.

I'm stupid Kayra. I'm stupid! I'm stupid, I'm stupid"

While I still can't move. My crying has not subsided. Now the guilt haunts me.

I saw Brother Joe hit the tree a few times, definitely to vent his feelings.

But the trunk of the tree is not smooth, the hand can hurt.

"sister, stop it" reflexively I hugged her from behind.

"you've heard it all, haven't you? is that what you want? why are you still here? " sister Jo kicked me out?

But I know, behind that sentence of expulsion is an expected concern.

"with a sister like this? Where can I go? " i grabbed Jo's arm that was bleeding.

"actually what do you want, Kayra"

Suddenly the voice of brother Jo became scary, fierce. But he managed to hold me behind a tree with both hands.

"the longer you are in front of me, it will only make it harder for me to forget you.

The more you approach me, it will only make me more hopeful.

In fact, it was just a false hope!

And the more you chase me, it'll only make me want you more.

Don't you know that? "

Jesus, Brother Jo's face is getting closer to mine. That she started kissing my neck. Luckily there was a hijab in the way. But still, my hair is goosebumps, I'm getting scared.

"sister, stop brother. Just stop! " i had to yell at Jo's sister.

"are you afraid, or disgusted with me like this? " this time it was his hands that started to touch my face. And I'm getting disgusted. Not with him who is falling, but with what brother Jo is doing at this time.

"STOP brother! Just stop! " i shook Jo's hand.

"sister can be angry with Kay, sister can be disappointed with Kay, sister can hate Kay. Don't ever harass Kay's hand" this time upside down, I'm the one who cornered Jo. I even pointed right in front of Jo's face.

My guilt, my compassion, has now turned to anger, since what happened a few seconds ago.

"DON'T EXPECT TO TOUCH ME AGAIN"

PPPLLLAAAKKKK

The slap I managed to land on Jo's face, then I left by wiping away the tears. May her mother Jo not hear our conversation and not see this incident.

When I entered the house there was only a maid who was ironing clothes. Aunt's house is putting the little one to sleep.

Without waiting any longer I said goodbye and immediately drove away from the house. And that would be the last time I set foot there.

After a few meters I got out of the compound of Jo's house, I pulled the car over. It feels no longer strong to hold tightness in the heart. I was crying so much. I don't know for what, I just want to cry right now.

My phone rang a few times, apparently a classmate. I must have asked why I didn't go to class.

Finally I just sent you a message, I said if you're not feeling well.

*Student is my role model, where maybe the hell bolted, yes Khan 😁

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