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I should have been in a neighboring country by now, busy with the various preparations of MABA.

I'm still here in the city of Gudek, Jogja.

With a heavy heart I have to change the direction, which I have prepared carefully before, take care of various documents, completeness, even I have taken the college entrance test and I have been accepted at one of the leading campuses in Singapore.

Whether to be sad or happy, the day before our departure to Singapore, suddenly my mother fell unconscious. Long enough, so Papa decided to be taken to the hospital. It's been a long time since you've fainted, according to Omahir mama fainted when she was pregnant with me. According to Omah, my mother had a weak content when I was pregnant, so it had to bedrest for several months. Completely quarantined in the room, even food is delivered to the room. Mama easily dizzy, then fainted repeatedly, so the doctor obliges to bedrest.

Maybe because of that, I don't have a sister yet.

The main purpose of the IGD is, because today is Saturday, where there are specialists in practice during this weekend.

Papa comes down first with Omah, I have to drive and park the car.

Parking in front is full, maybe it's a big clock right now. So I had to park far back.

As soon as I got to the IGD room, it turned out that my mother had just been treated by a doctor and that the doctor was currently talking to Papa.

There was Omah beside Mama

"not yet also Omah? Mama why?"

Omah did not answer, only pointed at Papa who was still talking to the doctor.

Worry, of course. I was so worried about Mama, because all this time my mother never got sick strange, at least only the flu cough cold. Why is this until fainting like this, has Mama been sick all this time, but never ignored?

Until finally Papa came back and approached Mama, kissing Mama's forehead. Then grab Omah's hand and kiss her. And right now I am hugging me

"pregnant mom Jo" sounds flat Papa's voice.

Either you're sad or happy Papa is now.

And I myself am confused about what kind of expression to have, after hearing the Omah saying how the condition of Mama sasat pregnant first, just before here.

There are also many fees that are prepared for our departure tomorrow.

On the other hand, our house is too quiet, pity Mama who is often alone every time me and Papa go.

"Alhamdulillah, ahirnya Mama's child is pregnant as well"

spontaneous Omah scatters kisses on the forehead and cheeks of omah.

Shortly after, Mama opened her eyes.

I immediately went to the nurse's desk to tell her, and before long the doctor who was checking on Mama also came.

Seemed confused about the look of Mama's face, did Mama herself not know so far that she was pregnant?

"mas.... am I pregnant? " ask Mom in a weak voice.

I must have thought the same thing, like what was going through my head.

I approached Mama and hugged her, hinting that I supported whatever the decision would be.

"yes, be grateful. Whatever will be your decision, we'll talk at home. You calm down, boy, we're all together"

Omah open voice, as a mother of course also she has the same instincts.

Then the nurse came to give a prescription that must be redeemed for a while, before the day after tomorrow came back to see an obstetrician.

"let me go to the pharmacy, get the car later" and I'll take the prescription from Papa's hand.

I walked towards the pharmacy, after my prescription handed over, I still had to wait for the medicine to be prepared.

I open the HP screen, I send atik existing contacts, who should I share these feelings with? brother has no. Friends are also all guys, for this sensitive thing, can they understand?

Kayra, my thoughts are on that girl. But unfortunately, after our meeting that afternoon, I could no longer contact him.

"the number you're going to is off or out of range"

repeatedly the operator greeted me with the same sentence. Not even my messages to whatsapp were sent.

Did he intentionally avoid me?

Not yet have I found the contact whom I will send the message, the officer has called. After explaining the drinking rules, I received the medicine bag and immediately went to the parking lot.

Today passed quite heavily, after arriving at home Mama immediately lay in the room.

Inevitably we had to talk about our departure at that time.

Until Papa decides, we all don't leave. Me and Papa will continue their studies here. Because after all it is impossible for Mama to be there with a pregnant condition that is so weak. And to leave Mama alone at home, that's also impossible, no matter what Papa.

Maybe it should be this way, heavy but want how again.

There was a bit of disappointment when I had to let go of what I had been craving all along. Obtain a DM degree, overseas graduates.

In my jitters about the registration of MABA, lucky to still be able to join the registration wave 2 even though it was time, only 3 days left.

But I'm also happy, there will be one more new member, and that will definitely add happiness to us.

And if my college management here is done but Kayra's number can't be called yet, I decided to come to her house.

Patience to that one girl.