IF YOU ARE A FOOL

Ill

The car kept going. While I started to lay my head on the backrest.

"still dizzy? " ask brother Jo

"yes sister"

"are we going straight to the hospital? "

"what about Mama, what should I say? "

It was forgotten that Jo's brother was nobody. If we go straight to the hospital, we will ask the family.

"did I say if I fell in the bathroom, that's right, brother" I proposed to Jo.

"don't. Just tell me the truth. If a serious condition occurs, Siska and his friends must take responsibility" said brother Jo with a furious tone.

"sister, the do'a is so ugly" even though I feel constant pain, of course I hope it will be okay.

"yes not so. But what is wrong must remain wrong. You like to give up" protested brother Jo.

"sister, let's go home first. Later if you really need to check, let me go with mama"

I finally refused Jo's invitation. It's nothing, I'm just too scared to step where my parents don't know about it.

Lucky after I told you the reason brother Jo so understand. We finally went home.

The longer my head feels dizzy. Until the moment the car entered the yard, my view became cloudy. And blood splattered as I lowered my head to open the door. My nose nosebleed.

Brother Jo who saw that quickly grabbed me and shouted to mama. Mom was either in the house or at the boutique.

A few steps and finally I don't know what happened.

My vision darkened, and as I began to realize I was only listening to the sound of tuuut tuuuut tuuut, like the sound of a pacemaker.

"why didn't I have a headache? why does that even sound like a pacemaker? " ask me in my heart.

My ears can hear, but my eyes still feel heavy to open.

Besides, I feel like there is a hand still holding my hand.

The sound of people from a distance passed by, but I could not hear the voice of the person beside me.

"nakkk, you're conscious"

a kiss from my mother immediately rained down on me. It turned out that my mother was next to me. (Hayo, who thought brother Jo???)

I was lying in the IGD room. And the pacemaker I heard earlier, probably from another patient in the next room.

"ma, Kayra why?" ask me in a weak voice

"you had a nosebleed baby, kept fainting" my mom told me.

"but Kayra's okay, right? can we go home now? "

ask me expectantly. Because since I grew up, only this time I felt lying in the hospital.

"not dear. You rest here for the night. Afraid that something is serious about a blow to your head. It's on schedule for ctscan"

Mama spoke in a calm tone. Even if I could see through his eyes there were tears.

"you just rest. Is it still dizzy? "

ask mama.

"a little ma"

I feel better already. Not as busy as before. Maybe because of the injection of the drug.

On the other hand I did not see Papa present. Maybe the driver was taken and then left. When I see the clock showing at 16:10, it's worth it. Maybe my dad just came home.

I could not ask, my head was dizzy again. Mom finally called the nurse.

Before Mama came back, Papa came with her.

No less frenzied with mama, adek also showered me with a kiss.

"my sister. We're one school but instead I missed the news" he said, hugging me.

"iya, yes. Release but. You know"

then he took his hand off.

"still keep dizzy, brother? " ask papa.

"yes pa, it just hurt so much. My mother is seeking treatment" I said.

Then mom came in with the nurse behind her.

"we install the injection first yes, to reduce the dizziness that continues" said the nurse.

I wanted to scream "tiiidddaaakkk". It's rare in my life to feel a syringe.

"maaammaaa" whined me.

"no what. Mama hold. Just close your eyes" my mother ordered

Too embarrassed to cry or whine. Next to my other hand held tightly to my mother's hand.

Until the end was over, a chill began to flow after the liquid dripped.

"the goods can be prepared ma'am, because after this will move rooms" said the nurse before we died.

"ecie, who wants to sleep in the hospital. It's delicious, nothing served" adek ledek.

"hust, you are" the mother rebuked him. Because the mouth is adek sometimes it likes a prank. Fits well with CS, brother Jo.

"uh, brother Jo already know not yet if brother hospitalized? " ask adek

"later also definitely who tell the deck" said I.

While I was talking to Grandpa, mommy too papa went somewhere. See a doctor, find food or go. They just say goodbye to going out for a while.

"eh brother, brother Jo came along. Cool loh. Same duet brother Indra again" chirped suddenly.

"his sister let him rest the deck, to reduce his dizziness" the nurse warned.

"no. that's why diem"

actually not I do not want to hear the continuation of the adek story, but indeed my head still feels dizzy to think about it.

And now, I don't want to be thinking. Eyes closed but mind drifting.

How so were the two of them earlier, a storm (had mouth) or fight (fighting muscles).

Eh don't know it was even a voice fight (duwet song).

Mama and papa went back in with the officer who was going to move me to the inpatient room.

After taking the elevator, we soon got out and entered a room. VIP I think. One room alone, clean, but, fragrant, there's a TV and a refrigerator there.

heml, think of it again at the hotel. My mind amuses itself.

"mama and papa go home first. Let adek guard here." he said giving an offer to mama.

"yes, tonight let's take care of the night. Papa is equally adept at having activities outside the house tomorrow"

Apparently, my mom agrees with the idea.

"mama's back after magrib ya"

"siyap ma'am. Also brought a gantu shirt, so you can shower here"

While my mother and I were having a dialogue, I closed my eyes again.

Not to sleep soundly, but to endure the pain while enjoying the cold infusion of water into the bloodstream.

I unconsciously fell asleep too.

And get back up when the adek build my kan when Adzan magrib reverberate.

"magrib, wake up. Want to help wash your face? later after the magrib brother Jo wants to come, the same Papa"

adek told me.

I guessed it and I'm sure of it. While 3M already know or not I do not know. My HP where I don't know.

"Melan tau dek, kalo kaka di rawat? "

I tried to find out from my sister. You could say the condition is better today to just tell a story. The dizziness I felt had diminished.

"tau brother. That was right up Siska, or so it was. out of the OSIS room. The mood is so excited. A lot of people cursed them, cursed them. Melan tried to call my sister, but there was no answer. Finally everyone knows when Jo's brother returned to school." said adek at length.

"for that, everyone knows that brother is my brother. So I'm the same recokin' kid. Riweh has a beautiful sister, a school star" he said again.

**cayra POV

Sure enough, ugly is a test. Beautiful exam too. God will always test His servants, how we put ourselves. If beauty doesn't make me safe and comfortable, what is it for? open it like this I want.

I deliberately kept quiet, dodging, just to avoid a fight. Who would have thought, it was precisely that that made others hate me and caused dissension. Then what should I do?

Silence is still wrong. Moreover, I acted, barbaric, responding to every ad that passed by. What could I be?

Rolling cup?! owh, big no!

Enough of my pain in this world, I still remember sin. The Hereafter awaits, trying to be good is not necessarily going to heaven. What else is approaching hell? naudzubillah**

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sick, oh sick. Kayra fell too. Pain outside inside anyway 😭😭😭

netizens follow baper? I can, but don't be late.

Kayra is still strong, to accept all her destiny.

in this chapter a lot of engineering, the author does not understand the medical world actually 😃🤣 more or less sorry yes

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