
"astaghfirullah Sis's... Siska"
At half-time in the morning I woke up and saw that there were a lot of missed calls and messages from Dian.
"Siska.
"what the hell is Kayra, this morning? my alarm has not yet sounded" Siska replied indifferently and turned her back to me.
While I was panicking myself it was unclear. Must be the effect of premature sleep.
What is it Dian called up to dozens of times. Send a message also no clear sentence. Should I call back now? Not sleeping yet?
Then I tried to call Dian. Who knows, there is something important.
The third ring of my call was answered, with a still clear tone of voice.
"assala.
"Kay, Kayra... Where have you been? You're doing okay, right? You weren't taken by people, were you? "
"Dians... The only question is. You're like a fire beard"
"what did you say? Thankfully, there is no one here, if not...... "
"if not.... what? " there was a loud noise from the phone.
"Dian, you're all right? " i started trying to find out.
"no, not good.
I'm almost crazy because of you. You didn't? "
"don't know. Why is it the same with me? " i was confused by Dian's words.
"because you haven't picked up my phone since. Where the hell is it? Dawdle? Just got home at this hour? " sounds an annoyed tone with the question growing more and more blindly.
"what the hell are you Dian. Since when do I like to wander until gini morning. Did you forget that I live in a pesantren?
You alone until this hour why is his voice still bright, not sleeping? "
"where can I sleep, I say I'm almost crazy too"
"isht.... don't be crazy donk, continue my soul mate later who donk? "
"uh, rat's got" ludicrous short answer. I seem to understand, there are sulking there because the phone is not picked up.
"mouse cocksucker, I want you, Dian"
"pinter seduced you now huh.
Where did you not pick up the phone? " Nah, right. Right my guess.
"i overslept, baby. Really, swear.
Yesterday it was before dawn to wake up, do the chores. A day without sleep, the schedule on campus is full. Pas until the pesantren again there is a tasyakuran event. After the bath, the fall. Because the satiety of eating drowsiness comes, continue to fall asleep.
That's the story "
"is that really the story? " What kind of response is that.
I'm the story at length with the spirit of four five, it turns out even in doubt.
"yes Dian. You are ah, there are people sleeping even in the crab"
"you too, there's a man almost crazy turned out to be left asleep"
"this is you, so keep talking about it from earlier. Almost crazy why? a lot of work, until this hour has not slept?"
"almost crazy because of your kangen" Dian's flat answer that makes me no less amused than the rat got when he heard it.
"upssss" I kept my mouth shut.
"don't laugh, not funny"
"aisht, it's so bad.
Yes, the kangen. Thanks for missing me"
"Kayra, not funny.
I'm kidnapping you now I just know the taste"
"well, end, how many days anyway, kangennya already that big"
"even every second I miss you"
"huh, dreadlocks"
"don't believe me, want proof?
Okay, we're getting married tomorrow"
"kampunnnnnn
Yes, believe. I've always believed in you"
"just because the kangen, until morning gini has not slept? "
"yes. Can't sleep. Not about. Love your face, your voice, your smile, your laughter, your manyun"
"hemp, all are called"
"i miss everything about you. You go back home again.
I'm afraid I won't be able to live quietly away from you" Dian's voice suddenly turned serious. Is this some kind of request?
"i don't know what you mean Dian"
I was talking to Johan, talking. Just entered the house when you called again"
I was silent for a moment. Heard the name Dian had just mentioned.
Instead of turning the conversation around, Dian seemed to have forgotten that I didn't want to hear that name anymore.
Since when are they better?
"Kay, is my voice still?"
Silent
"Kayra, don't say sleep anymore"
"i don't want to hear that name. I don't want to talk about him"
"oh, sorry-sorry. I forgot, flippant"
"if you want to hide something from me, or don't want to explain something, ok. But there's no need to bring someone else's name to divert the conversation"
"well, so I'm wrong. Don't be sad donk, don't sulk.
There will be no me there, Billal will ustadz again who nolongin you"
"what the hell, the more unclear you are.
It seems really crazy right now"
"ah, Kayra. Could be you"
"well, back to the topic. STOP looking for a turn"
"isht, ferociously so is this mistress' candidate"
"Diannnnnnn
If it is not clear mending matainnya just his phone. Sleeps. You're not working tomorrow?"
"work anyway"
"he's sleeping, yoook, just dawn.
It's calm now, isn't it? "
"it's not quiet yet to sleep with you"
"hust, what the fuck, ngawur you"
"that's Kay's marriage.
I had such a dirty mind"
"maybe, it has been exposed to pollution, the effects of coffee while hanging out"
"not that, baby. Love is entertainment, faith is guidance.
Try there you at home, do not need to go out to coffee for entertainment. Look at you already so happy. No more entertainment"
"yes, I believe. Mr. ustadz's son"
"that's it anyway"
"lha, yes. His father was situ ustadz"
"next time don't make me almost crazy again.
Don't torture me with this miss. Why not panic, let me not panic"
"ih, lebay you. Time to eat, pamit. Take a shower, pamper. I also want to change clothes. Keep going when"
"that's not Kay either"
"well, that's why"
"tau ah's.
You don't like what I'm feeling. You don't miss me?"
"kangen the kangen Dian. But it must be realistic too donk"
"Kangen yes kangen. Where can miss being told to be realistic, you do not understand ah how it feels"
"Don't-don't. You've got the Dian virus"
"uh, virus? Where there is a virus that keeps kangen going"
"not that, but you've got the bucin virus"
"yes and no, have I not been with you before? So blind, the way I always make you angry even ilfil same me"
"yes too. Well, then, the wedding kebelet virus maybe?"
"well, if this could be" Dian confirmed the word I didn't know where to take it from.
There was laughter from the two of us, together, in rhythm. It's cold in the soul. Add to it a third of the night.
"solat first yok, we say to the owner of the soul. May what we expect come true" a shady voice from across that I always longed for.
It's definitely 'a lie' if I don't miss him. If my love is only superficial, where might I have survived to this very moment, after all that has happened between us. In love that makes the only reason for me to never be able to truly hate it. And may the soul mate unite us. Wading the ark for life.
"yeah yok"
Our call ended after saying each other and answering greetings.
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