A LOVE THAT WAS NEVER OWNED

HOPEFULNESS

Arriving at home, the Sun is so stinging core is difficult for every human who forced themselves to pass by this afternoon. hot and thirsty hot and so torturous during this time.

" you've come home Ram" greeted Rama's mother

" yes ma'am." answered rama while greeting his mother.

" it's very hot today. drink first tuh, you look thirsty once "

" yes ma'am"

" out of the meal prayers .ibu is already masakin your food paforit." ordered Rama's mother

" well ma'am" replied Rama as he passed to his room.

arriving in the room he was even pensive. recalling all the events on the way home.he had to watch his loved ones cry in front of him. Rama was sad to witness this reality, but he remained helpless.

" why don't I have the courage to express it?" rama in his heart.

"but I'm still afraid that if I keep expressing this feeling Meisya does not love me instead she will avoid me, then I will lose her forever."

" well, just think of me as a coward, rather than losing him it's better to stay like this" Rama thought.

" Ram let's pray first" cried his mother Rama

then he was reminded again of the figure of his mother who does not require him to know love at least for now.he realized if his mother knew that he had fallen in love with meisya then his mother would be disappointed in him.

" i'm sorry ma'am.I already love her. Even though this love is covered with cowardice in my heart. I love her ma'am. support me to love him with your blessing to let your son love anyone other than mother and kania. Rama promises bu even though Rama begins to fall in love, Rama will not let Kania live without the affection of Rama. although Rama knows love for someone other than you, Rama promises not to lose Rama's focus on Rama's lessons.." said Rama.

Rama is faced with a situation where he loves at the wrong time, but love is a matter of the heart.can not be forced nor can be stopped love comes without choosing when and where and to whom. Rama already Loves Meisya where the figure of his mother requires that he does not know the opposite sex. Rama is required to focus on a myriad of lessons to achieve success so that it can be the pride expected by his mother and his late father.

Sometimes Rama felt tired of the rules set by his mother, but Rama soon realized his mother was doing all this for his good.although sometimes considered wrong. he carries the shadow of Meisya in every prayer . he hopes everything becomes easier.be it his love,, his lessons and of course the happiness of his mother and cania. sometimes he thinks should he be in love behind his mother?? can he lie to his mother?? it's impossible. This is impossible. Rama will not be able to live something based on lies let alone this involving his mother and also his heart. hopefully Meisya patiently awaits him and hopefully his mother changes the rules about his romance and hopefully what becomes his wish soon to be realized without hurting , without disappointing anyone.