A LOVE THAT WAS NEVER OWNED

ILL

haciiiih,,, haciiih, haciiiiiiih in class Rama kept sneezing.

" who keeps sneezing?" ask the teacher and look back.

" Rama sir"

" are you sick Ram?" ask the teacher.

the one being asked is silent.

" go to the UKS room, ask for the same medication that is scheduled in the UKS Today"

Rama rose from his seat as if he was going to obey what the teacher said.

" no one will drive him??" ask the Teacher.

" Just meisya!!!" say they're in unison.

I couldn't agree to their request.I just kept quiet .

" me only!!" adi said save me.

they were accompanied by anxiety in my heart.

shortly after, Adi arrived in class.

" has medicine been given?" ask the teacher to Adi

" no sir .but I just told the picket guy today that there's a sick student waiting in the UKS"

" all right, let's keep studying. "

" well kids. you have a need, you guys continue to note page 56 in the package book"

while the others were focusing on taking notes I was slipping - sinking out of my classroom. I told Dina that I wanted to go to the toilet. Dina offered to accompany me but I refused.

" you ate the heat reliever first, yes, sorry I can not accompany you here. I happen to repeat myself" said the person in the room may be the one who scheduled pickets in UKS today. then the man was about to come out I immediately hid. I got this body to the edge of the sausage room. I don't want him to see me here. After it is safe I settle down again looking for his figure in the UKS room. I just wanted to make sure he was okay.

the door of the UKS room slightly opened maybe the person was not close to close it. when I tried to look inside from the door opening it suddenly from behind the door UKS something interesting. just contact me to go inside . precisely behind the door. "crew" the door was closed tightly pushed my body that crashed behind the door.

I saw him, I looked at him and he looked at me. His hand did not take my hand.it was this hand that pulled my hand and did not come off again.I did not speak.I stretched my hand to touch his forehead.

" you're so hot" I whispered in fear of anyone hearing

he did not answer. .he took my hand which had touched his forehead.then he took me into his arms.

" drink the medicine first" I said.

" it's real medicine" he said, tightening his arms.

" stop.we're again at school"

" just for a second.just for a second"

soon he let go of his embrace.I gave him the medicine and then he took it.

" go away, the others must be suspicious"

" well" I said slowly.

actually I don't want to leave him. I'm afraid I have to let him alone but how else...

I didn't see him back at school, maybe he went home first. Lulu doesn't know what happened to Rama. let alone Irfan. On the way home I didn't talk about it I don't want Irfan to suspect that Rama means a lot to me. I don't want Irfan to suspect that until now I still care about him. On the way home my heart is not good. My memory still thinks about it. I don't want him to be sick, I don't want him to, I don't want to be without him in my class even though I regret having to be in class with him occasionally