A LOVE THAT WAS NEVER OWNED
TOGETHER WITH HIM
" ridiculous" he said with an adorable smile.
" how I love others when my heart is attached to you" he said, pinching my nose.
" thank you" my heart floated with each confession.
" but no matter how much you love, your mother won't bless us" I said.
" give me some time" he replied convincingly.
I was immediately saying goodbye after the day began to twilight.he was so reluctant to let me go. Moreover I seemed so heavy this foot stepped towards home.
" heart Meisya" said kania remained with his cheerfulness.
" of course" I replied with a smile.
" i came home, yes, I recovered so I could go to school soon" I told Rama.
" is it okay to go home alone??"
I nodded confidently.
Come home with happiness in your heart. Five steps I went out of the gate of Rama's house, someone chased me while walking beside me.
" you're not really well, Knapa's out of the house"
" i'm not gonna leave you alone"
" i'm fine, you'll be sick again" I reminded.
" now I'm healed"
" lie ah"
" i am completely healed !! because the cure has been found" he said, holding my hand.
" what?" tanyaku pura - pura do not understand.
" you!!" the answer is steady
" snake"
we walk hand in hand.it does not feel like all this passes just like that. Hopefully the road we are headed is still long passed.
" it's here" he said, looking at me.
" thank you for driving me"
" i'll go home first"
" yes, be careful" I replied, looking at him who was walking further and further away.
At home I was so happy that this happiness did not escape from the sight of mama.
" he said he looked at the sick people, uh even those who were said to be sick who sent him home"
" you want him. I'm not telling you to"
" be careful when Irfan gets angry"
" no, why get angry?" my answer is flat
" yes it must be angry that his lover even walk with others"
" that's the same with me!!"
" but you have to decide between Irfan or Rama. You can't dong with two-both.that's selfish"
" mah,, Irfan is so good, but no matter how good he is, I can't love him if I let him go. during this time he who always faithfully comforted Meisya, accompanied Meisya even keep Meisya, but Meisya's heart actually loves Rama. Meisya was also confused" I explained to the mamah who had been considered like my own best friend.
" what is Rama?"
" Rama was the first man who dropped out when he entered High School.he gave me comfort, attention, affection, anyway Meisya already loved him"
" trus why can love Irfan if Rama gives it all first"
" the reason is long, maybe you won't understand it"
" how can you understand it without listening to it"
" next time I tell you. Now I want to rest first" I said as I left mamah.
Today I am really happy. something awaited - wait since long ago now it has been obtained . Rama expressed his feelings even though there is now Irfan who will be hurt with all my decisions.I think of the best way to release Irfan from the shackles of love that was never there for him. I don't want to hurt Irfan but I want to unite my love with Rama's love.
