A LOVE THAT WAS NEVER OWNED
LOVE MONKEY
" mother does not want the sacrifice of mother in vain . You know how heavy the burden of mother in raising you alone. mother does not want you to be ostracized in the family just because you did not achieve your dreams. I fought hard for you guys . You have to respect that"
" i respect mom more than I know. How tormented I am when I love someone I can't express it because I obey mom's rules. how much it hurts my heart when what I love has to belong to someone else because I don't make decisions about our relationship. I don't want my mom to be disappointed in me, so I keep everything to myself"
" if it belongs to someone else why keep chasing???" speak with a high tone.
" he doesn't love her. Meisya loves me buuu,, understand she also love me. I am comfortable being with her. I am happy to love her , I love being able to know she loves me too. is this just a monkey love like mom said?? is monkey love this good, ma'am??" rama said while crying.
" i can recover from my illness because there he is, I can recover from my insomnia because I've been with him. is this just monkey love mom??" ask Rama again.
but his mother only silently endured the disappointment towards her son.
" it is up to you to obey your mother or not, but for sure the rules of the mother will still not change" he said as he left Rama.
" be patient, sister, maybe one day you will understand" comfort cania while stroking my back.
" when should you wait for your blessing?"
" maybe you need time to think"
" mother is too complicated . whereas brother can also take care of himself, can continue to fight for our future"
" i'm sorry I am too, brother, if there is still a father maybe the mother will not be that tight to you, maybe the mother will not give a very heavy burden to brother Rama"
" it is not your fault.maybe this has become a way for your brother, anyways for your brother is not a burden.you are the responsibility of your brother whatever the circumstances" said Rama with tears.
He recalled the figure of his heart idol. yesterday happiness turned out to have run aground too.
He immediately left Kania .he passed to his room where he could freely express all his suffering.
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" what else must be done to separate them???" ask Rama's mother's heart.
" i think Meisya will keep her word"
" it's true that I was too cruel to my son, but that's all I can do for his future life. I don't want his wife to have to live a bone slam for her kids like me. Ramaa.. I know son, Meisya is a good child but please do not now you are together to be lovers wait for the right time when you are really adults" his heart kept talking.
" ma'am... How dumb??" suddenly Kania surprised her mother.
" this is you!!!"
" mom, pity Rama, she just likes women this time, understand mom"
" some day you'll understand mom's decision"
" but ma'am, I can't bear to see my sister until it's so cry, she really is really love same sister Meisya"
" mother knows but now is not the time.wait until the time comes mother will not stop him" he said to make Kania a little afraid.
" it turns out my mom is so tough!!!!"
