A LOVE THAT WAS NEVER OWNED

MOVE AWAY

Early in the morning I was ready to leave immediately.I opened my eyes to the rest of my room.

" thank you for being a silent witness of my joy and my pain" I muttered .

I'll be out of my room soon.

" you're ready" asked Dad

" it's Dad"

" wait in the car, your mom's still checking the room for fear that someone might miss"

" well" then I'll be acting .

Before long Dad's car drove through the cold of the morning.I left with better hope in the future.I had to leave all the injuries suffered at this time.I was pensive,,, I was,, my eyes were exploring watching the day begin to color due to the sun.

" don't forget we went to Lulu's house first" I reminded them.

" yes, I may have forgotten"

yes.. we intend to meet Lulu first. I do not want to leave my best friend just like that. shortly after the car I was riding in arrived in front of Lulu's house. sadly, very sad... I had to part with a friend who was as loyal, understanding and loving as he was.

" your morning tumben is here . What's the matter??" asked Lulu after we entered her house.

" kids..i mean our arrival here is nothing else to say goodbye to you as well as to your family.I'm sorry that Meisya has been bothering you so much" said the father heartily.

" what does that mean?? who wants to move??" jerrit Lulu's.

" meisya's father was transferred, automatically we all moved" said mamah.

" why not say from yesterday - yesterday??" asked Lulu to me. I couldn't answer her. I hugged her instead. I cried with her. We never seemed to see her again.

" you're bad" he said

" i can't talk to you directly because it's going to be like this. cry or you're going to talk to someone else about my move"

she was still crying regardless of my words.

" it's been , later if Meisya holiday will definitely come here. or you play, vacation there" said mamah comforting Lulu.

" may you feel at home in a new place" said mamah Lulu. shortly afterwards we decided to continue the journey.

" this nitip is for Rama" I said to Lulu while giving a letter. Lulu accepted it. We parted with a feeling of sadness that reigns.Words of prayer are spoken to each other.It is heavy for me to leave it. Maybe in other places I will not find a friend as good as Lulu.

We immediately continued the journey.I felt empty.I left the suffering that still dominates my life.I left a love story that never had but I still craved it. I love Rama and I was never sure my heart could fade for him.

" i still love you. Whenever this feeling will be there for you even though destiny says otherwise.you are the first one I love more than I love myself.I'm willing to suffer like this for you. I'm sorry I had to leave you because I love you. All this I did for you." said my inner self.

" yes, don't be so dumb" said mamah reminded me.

" you can once play here . meet Lulu and even Rama" said the father.

" i'm not dumb, I think it's possible in a new place I can have a friend as good as Lulu??"

" and as big as Rama's love??" daddy temptations

" don't talk about him"

" don't be like Rama, especially if you remember the figure of his mother.mother is very worried about thinking about it" said mamah while shuddering.

" pity him. He cannot be free to enjoy his youth" said the father, taking a deep breath.