A LOVE THAT WAS NEVER OWNED

MEET

" does any of you have something called Meisya??" asked a Mother who was standing firmly outside the gate.I looked at each other with Dina as well as Lulu.

" i'm Meisya ma'am" I introduced myself.

" Muisya Wijaya??" ask again to be more convincing.

" yes" I replied while nodding respectfully.

" can we talk to you for a second, you're home, right??" ask again

" it's mom"

" so can we talk?"

" well" I said a little worried. There is a bad feeling at this time. I tried to guess who he really is??. a woman aged about 38 or 40 years not far from my mother. beautiful motherly and she looks very firm.tone to the point.I told Lulu and Dina to walk first.I followed where mom in front of me took me. arriving at a place exactly a pretty good cafe.

" sit down,,, !!" his orders.I also did not wait for the second command.I immediately sat with a heart that is still shrouded in wonder.

" what do you want to pesen?" tanyanya tried to be relaxed.

" i pesen mango juice only" I replied .

before long our order came.we chose a different menu.I don't care what he ordered.

" you may not know who I am yet" . he said the more curious I became.

" i'm Rama's mother, you know my son Rama?"

" you know Rama, even the horror - the horror you're in class with him"

" yes aunt, I know"

" said that you went to see Rama at home, but we didn't get to see him"

" yes. said kania auntie staying out"

" if at that time we met maybe do not bother like now aunt looking for you"

" is there anything I can help aunty" I doubt I'm afraid of being wrong.

" do you know what aunty meant to see you?" .

I just shook my head I don't know I was like a sinner in front of him without knowing what was wrong - my fault.

" aunty hopes that you can stay away from Rama. auntie hope you can keep a distance with him. aunt does not want Rama to have a girlfriend first before Rama can solve what he has to finish first". I can't answer the words - he said. I'm angry, I'm sad I'm hurt. Should he do this to me?? I never asked Rama to love me even though I loved him so much. I never demanded he do anything beyond his means.Even when Rama did not express his feelings I did not demand it. where should I keep my distance?? although we love each other but I do not feel so close to his son especially now there is Irfan who accompanies my spare time.

" i'm not so close to auntie"

" although not close but for Rama you always shadow him. sorry aunt has to do all this. auntie hope you can understand it. understand the intention of aunt and can do what aunt wants. maybe if you stay away from him little by little Rama can forget you"

" should it be aunt?? should I do that?? not only am I told to be like that, but Rama too" I said trying to be brave.

" i've, uh, aunty's been doing it a lot, but she still loves you behind aunty."