A LOVE THAT WAS NEVER OWNED

5 YEARS LATER

Today I was very busy at the final level of college where my script assignments led me to be more active in finding various sources to make perfect results.

I searched the library downtown for a book on economics as I chose my field of study.

After I got everything I was looking for I immediately came out of the library room.I was about to head towards the parking lot where my vehicle was stored.

" sister Meisya..is that really big brother??" someone shouted a little hysterical.

I glanced at the person who had been willing to call me. and it turned out to be him. I nodded at his guess.all imagined again.My memory aired various episodes that I buried neatly in the bottom sanu bari. imagined when he met me home from school, imagined when he was so cheerful to welcome me in front of his house.

" sister!!!!" he screamed again while hugging me.

" are you .. Are you Kania???" I said afraid wrong.he nodded still hugging me. And suddenly in my arms he cried.

" where have you been all this time?? why did you lie to all of us, he said that just moving city actually you went to a place so far away" he said, letting go of his arms.

" yes ... was only in town. but a month later my father had to fill a vacancy in a branch company in the province, so no one knew even Lulu didn't tell me" jawabku.

" how are you?? your mother's news and also news.." I asked not to finish.

" my news is good as you know, my mother is also good.I am now in college in this city brother.and news of brother Rama.he is calm there.he is no longer injured, he is not injured anymore, he is no longer burdened.he is happy brother Meisya" replied Kania accompanied by a gloomy face.

" You mean??"

"he's gone, brother, 2 months after your departure to the city.he died after an attempt he found you fruitless.he gave up with all the wounds in his heart. he resigned with all the pain in his soul.My poor brother, now he can no longer be with us"

Bruuuuk!!! it feels like this leg can no longer support this body weight.I fell down without caring where this is. it felt like everything around me was spinning and heading in one direction until it faintly seemed to start to darken but there was a miracle that made me aghast as if whispering me so that I was strong. I immediately opened my eyes from all the tears that just flowed.want me to scream calling his name.wanted me to run to find where his figure was.Everything I had been soaking up all this time was pointless. all the love, affection, longing, which I keep neatly for him was in vain. all this time I have always been strong on the pain of love that can not be had. I always dreamed maybe one day our love will meet again and can be together stronger and more resilient.and it turns out that will never happen. unfortunately my fate!!! I cried, ', I leaned against the outside wall of the library. I cried with Kania, crying over her disappearance.

" i'm sorry Kania.." I said on the sidelines with a cry.

" sister is not wrong, we have no right to blame you, my mother is guilty" he replied still in tears.

" i love him. I love him so much. Until now I can't love others." I said without realizing it.

" i know sister.I'm sorry mom for trying so hard to separate you guys" cania said