A LOVE THAT WAS NEVER OWNED
REPEATED
" Are you sick again??" I say a greeting to Rama when the class is empty.
we seemed to have made a deliberate agreement to let our classmates dart away and we were both still silent in class.
" no. I'm fine" he said with a smile.
" why do you look so lethargic?"
" because I miss you so much"
" uhhh again dreadful" I blushed.
" i miss this" he said as he grabbed my hand and held it.
" let's go home" take me to him.
" really sure we're going home together,,?? what about Irfan??"
" he's been ignoring me for a long time "my answer is flat.
" are you sad???"
" no. He should have ignored me a long time ago"
" maybe it's because of me that he ignored you"
" because you can't get out of my mind"
" is it true, baby??? I was really flattered to hear it" she looked so happy that she stood up and took me home together.
" leave his hands first, this is at school . not good. later so the speech of people "with a heavy heart he let go of his grasp.
" may I come to your house??"
" no!!! it is forbidden other than Saturday !! okay!!"
" yes still lamaaaa" he replied spoiled.
" even though we still met in school in class anyway"
" but it feels different, in that classroom I can only steal a glance at you while you never look at me"
" what do I want to look at, what should it be like??" ask me while directly facing him and looking beautiful eyeballs.I am fascinated.My love is more arisen if I have looked at him. as adorable as the handsome figure in front of me as if I wanted to give up everything for him just for him. My love, my longing and my whole soul and body.
" do you really want to be replaced by pickets by us?? I want to!" Rama answered like that.
" hustttt you!!!" I chimed in because I was too embarrassed by the security guard because of my behavior earlier.
" we go home first" I'll tell him right away.
" well. take care. take care of yourself - okay!!" he said as if to remind us.
" yes. thank you" I replied. Rama just smiled.
We soon left school.we walked together as at the beginning of school.I missed those days.I did not expect that time would repeat itself again.but this time there was something different, but this time it was different, Rama now dared to hold my hand.he held my hand without letting go.
" i won't let go of this grip until I get to our crossroads"
" what if I don't want to let go" I answered more boldly.
" you're good at teasing me"
" you taught him"
" if you do not want to be separated means that between us there must be someone who comes to the house of one of us. Between you come to my house or I come to your house" he replied no less tempting.
" no!!! it's not time we got that close" I immediately awakened his mind as well as my own.
" why does Lulu come home so often??"
" he said he didn't want to be a barrier for us"
" so good my friend that one" said Rama full of breadfruit.
" why is it that when you go with Irfan he always accompanies the kalaian?" ask him
" because I don't want to go alone with her"
" thanks baby!!, I'm more and more sure you only love me"
" wait a minute... Why do you know I'm on the same path as Irfan there's always Lulu??" manya curious.
" i told you that every time I go home from school I always follow you"
" i'm sorry, I have hurt you" I said shortly after this hand was no longer held. We were separated because of the distance that separated.
