A LOVE THAT WAS NEVER OWNED

SEPERATE MEISYA

" do you know who I'm sick from??" ask Rama.

" i didn't know you were sick"

" how did you get here?"

" last I saw Meisya with Irfan . usually always with you but you were invisible. I swear there was no intention for me to stalk them . but somehow these legs can't be stopped from following them. You may not notice it every day.when you walk three .. when you come home from school. it hurtsit hurts so much but I can what"

" i know Ram. I realize it. I've seen you follow us a lot but I don't.

you can tell Meisya, not that I can see you like that, but I also do not have to decide Irfan's happiness"

" i understand Lu.."

" if I tell Meisya what you always do behind her, she will immediately disconnect Irfan and wait for you endlessly.Pity Irfan who has always tried to understand Meisya. Meisya will not think about Irfan's position if it has been faced with you Rama"

" is he really not in love with Irfan??"

" i don't know, , that's his right and I can't ask why."

" how is he in class, is he moody??" ask Lulu.

" he's keeping a distance from his friends, as if he's not comfortable in class right now . Maybe because you're not in class with him"

" that bug is yes, maybe because it was ignored by you" Lulu said.

" i don't ignore it, but I'm afraid I'm paying too much attention to it, ', Irfan thinks differently about me"

" ahhh you guys it's too complicated:"

" it's my fault." said Rama.

" when in class actually wanted me to approach him.want me to restore the situation as it used to be again but I was afraid Irfan even other prejudiced friends who did not"

that is the explanation of Rama.

Rama also said goodbye.

" healing cepet yes. Kasian Meisya, he looks moody without you."

" it turns out you're the same attention Meisya"

" but he never understood.he never knew how attentive I was to him"

" be patient, someday maybe he'll understand".

So Rama returned from Lulu's house.

there was a sense of relief in her heart because Lulu knew that every day she always followed the three of them. Rama was too good to do such a sneaky thing. For Rama as long as Lulu knows it is enough. Even if Meisya says she ignores it, at least some know that she is still watching him.

" Meisyaaaa, is that how he fell in love?? is this my first love? but darling.my first love must run aground without being owned" muttered Rama.

he was at his house. The house that forced him to pretend he had nothing. had to try to hide all the turmoil that felt. he did not want Kania worried about him, let alone make his mother disappointed.

" just arrived?" sahut.

" where was the new clock at home?" ask again.

" i nengokin used to be sick" replied Rama.

" renerrr?" ask him if he still doesn't believe .

" when did I lie to mom"

" yeahhh,, not the mother does not believe in you, mother is afraid you go outside without a clear purpose"

" Rama wouldn't like that mah"

" it's good that I trust you completely."