A LOVE THAT WAS NEVER OWNED
THE TASTE THAT COMES BACK
After the death of his mother Lulu, we were all silent.not a word was spoken from our mouths.the silence was so pronounced, that our breaths sounded in the ears.
" be calm, heart" I said so that my heart may be at peace, instead of being at peace, and rumbling more strongly.There is a kind of feeling that I once deeply harbored in this moment about to come out radiating its existence,,, the love that I thought was no longer emanated now was even just present without me being able to control. I went and walked towards the guest chair in this room . (because this is a Vip room so there are chairs for visitors) intend to avoid proximity to Rama . but what power, Rama also followed me. It is my responsibility to sit on the sofa. Rama sat beside me.
" are you hungry? "
I shook my head
without asking for permission he clasped my hand as if to calm the turmoil of my heart and soul. It was as if the opium was holding my hand. Without my permission he just grasped it tightly. I did not dodge it, I did not let go. I missed the sensation that had been lost in my heart.
" your face is still blushing as before." whispered in my ear.souu beautiful, so sedu.
" yes, I can feel what is now perched in my heart and soul" I groaned in my heart. I anchored my head in the chest of his field I let him caress my hair. I let him my metaphors endlessly I let him hold my hand tightly and I let him kiss my forehead.I was lulled with everything . I wanted to reject it but this feeling in my heart continues to thrash letting my feelings and feelings unite in passionate love.
" if there are two and two who are three demons" without us knowing Lulu has awakened.Sudak I release my arms from the grasp of Rama.I and Rama approached Lulu.
" are you awake?" ask us.
" i'm, I'm thirsty"
I immediately picked up the mInuman for Lulu. in a still limp condition.
we just looked at each other and the look of this love was in our eyes.I loved her and now I know she loves me
" you rest first don't move much" I tried to shift the conversation.
" i'm happy to see you're happy, but now there will be someone injured because of you" Lulu reminded me. I realized who Lulu meant. then I let go of Rangga's hand.
" hhhhhh" rama took a deep breath - deep. Now the love between us there is a gap.
" if I had been this brave for a long time, I wouldn't have lost him Lu" said Rama as if venturing, I just looked at him and then I sat back on the couch.
" why??? why did you always hang up your status??" tanya Lulu tried to speak with all her might.
" i. I. I. you will never understand.you will never know the reason" . again - he gave an alibi without saying what it was. I immediately told him . I was again disappointed in him.
" Lu.. I go home first yes, mopping up yes" I don't wait for Lulu's answer I'll pass immediately regardless of Rama.
behind me was a step chasing me. I don't care. he called - called my name. I didn't wait for him. It feels too tiring.why is this feeling coming back after I tried to hold it all the time.
" wait for me!!!" he shouted as he took my hand.I wanted to let go immediately but he held it so tightly.
