A LOVE THAT WAS NEVER OWNED

YOUR SMILE...

As planned, today all the new students will visit the Hall to ask for the signatures of all the older sisters.The atmosphere in the Hall is very crowded.we jostle, some giggling, some giggling, there are those who while chatting, there are those who tease each other there are also ordinary - just as ordinary as I am.

When it came time for me to wait in line to ask for an autograph, someone greeted me.

" we are together" said the man with a smile .a smile that began to feel familiar in my eyes. refusing will not work because we are in the same situation in the same place.

I also walked beside him who was none other than Rama. again he. I don't know .. it felt like every chance he could see me.

" Aww" suddenly there was one of us who accidentally hit me from behind

" i'm sorry, I didn't accidentally" said the man

" sorry, sorry, , not intentionally, not ssngaja, what if he fell??" rama's expression was very sewot making everything there glanced at us

" it's Ram. I'm okay" I calm down to Rama

" are you really okay?" ask him as if he doesn't believe

I just nodded.

" let's go over there," said Rama, flanking my hands as if to protect me and not want to be separated from me. I felt uncomfortable with his treatment but I could not avoid it.

there was a sense of comfort that began to perch in my heart. I tried to dodge it. There was a sense that began to fantasize in my heart even though I tried not to respond to it. I try to always say in my heart if the figure of Rama is just a friend I just knew who happens to have more attention to me. yes he is just a friend. I can not be prejudiced others.

" where is Lulu?? " ask Rama to throw my daydream

" i don't know.he left first when we asked for autographs"

" when did you know Lulu?"

" when we were one group in the orange group" I replied

" oh means the day before you know me yes" said Rama again

I nodded at the sign confirming his statement.

When I came home, I was still with Rama. down the road that was already hot by the hot sun.

" Yes." he said softly

" yes." I answered briefly. but he never continued his sentence.he was silent even when I tried to glance at him he remained silent. Rama just looked at me, looking at me with a difficult gaze to interpret.if there was Lulu. maybe I was not as vibrating as this when looked at Rama. suppose there is Lulu maybe not only me who chat with the figure of Rama. uhhhh Luluuuu how you let me be put in this situation alone.

" h. what are you thinking"

" ah ..no" I answered.

" are you daydreaming??" ask her while smiling.

ohhh that smile.the smile I started craving .

" ayoo what are you thinking??" ask again.

I just shook my head.I want to say don't give that smile to me, never hang a sentence just calling my name.Say what you want to say , Rama..