A LOVE THAT WAS NEVER OWNED

RAIN

The clouds today are cloudy.The sky is not as bright as usual.The weather is very cold.I seem reluctant to step my feet into school.

" don't be lazy, keep the spirit yes" said mamah reminded.

School is not only cloud overcast because my heart is still cloudy.

Lulu hasn't been to school . and my disappointment in Rama's attitude still fills my heart.

" tumben Irfan didn't go to my class" I whispered in my heart. Then I went to class he did not look for him. It was strange he did not come to me at break time.

" have you seen Irfan?" I asked one of Irfan's classmates.

" yes, no more family interests"

" oh .. thank you" I just walked back to my class.

the last hour to go home, , it rained so big. The sky seemed to bring down all the clouds that were cloudy since.

" well, I don't have an umbrella anymore" I'm not the only one who says that.

the bell rang.I didn't get out of my stool immediately.I let the rain fall first. but the other kids almost all break through the rain they say because tomorrow is Sunday so it's okay if today they're raining.

the rain began to subside, just a thin drizzle carried by the remaining wind. I got up out of the classroom. I forced myself to hit the drizzle that was going on. I let the drizzle drizzle wet a little school uniform. out of the school gate it rained down again.I was soaked without an umbrella without a raincoat . I was about to go back to school again but I expressed that intention.I kept on stepping,,,, I just kept going,, I kept walking non-stop .until someone came over to me. I looked at him, I stared at him who came without talking. he put a jacket on my shoulder while still holding me.

we were silent in the indisputable link of our hearts.We walked slowly with the rain growing more and more.His hands again - again echoed my hands without permission. I remained silent,, he remained silent.Once in a while our eyes clashed.I enjoyed the rain this time.I was reunited with him at the second chance in a different situation.

this love grew even more for her.

" why do you always do things unexpectedly?" tanyaku lirih

" i won't let you get rained on, even if it's too late. Sorry, I can't find this umbrella quickly"

" who's this?"

" this is what I found on the cantin" he replied with a smile.

" dannn...What does this mean??" my question while raising the hands that were holding each other. he did not immediately answer it . he looked at me gently raking blue. I vibrated made it . I was amazed somehow for the umpteenth time.

" let it be like this.at least for this time.I'm comfortable,,, I've always missed all this" he said so softly, so cool, he still looked at me.... I was blown away under an umbrella in a rain blanketed with clouds.I was lulled with a love without certainty.If at this time he said love, if at this time he told me to release Irfan...I'll do it as long as he says a word that always shines in his eyes, but he doesn't also anchor his love.just the look in his eyes, just a warm touch, that represents everything, and it makes me feel like I'm going crazy.