A LOVE THAT WAS NEVER OWNED

BETWEEN RAMA AND HIS MOTHER

The news of Irfan's love for me became a byword at school.Even some teachers even know it. Rama knew it. And he was getting away from me. The farther the distance between me and him, the less I met him. Sometimes we almost passed each other but we seemed to avoid each other.

I have closed my heart from Rama. I am watching my heart to heal the wounds of Love that it never had.

Today crumb feels the heart of Rama. let alone his closest friends always mock him.

" pity me, you got a stab, yeah,,,"

" that's why love is not delayed"

" you're always worried about being taken by people"

" if it belongs to a difficult person you know ". that's their joke, but even though it's just a joke that feels so painful.

It is admitted that Rama was right, they said, that he was too worried when weighing what he felt.

" Rama...Ram. let's eat first" Rama's mother said as she knocked on the door. Rama just squirms as if lazy to move.

" let's eat together . kania is waiting at the dinner table" said Rama's mother

" you eat first" said Rama.

" no, we ate together. from yesterday you did not seem to eat" said his mother Rama.

reluctantly rama began to rise and stand.he opened the door of the room found his mother who was waiting for him.

" come onhh ..we haven't eaten together in a long time" he said. Rama just nodded .

only silence accompanied them when eating . occasionally heard the sound of spoons being heard clashing with plates.they focused on the dishes served by his mother Rama. until the meal was over none of them let out a word.

so Rama sat down beside his mother in the family room. Kania from earlier did not talk much . after finishing eating live watching tv in the family room where Rama now sits with his mother.

" mom knows, right now there's something you're thinking about" suddenly her mother rama spoke.

" what's bothering you, son?? what are you thinking??" ask again

but Rama was still silent.

" speak!" his orders

" no ma'am...Rama's fine" that's Rama's only answer.

" no boy.you're not doing well. Mom knows and mom can feel . "

" buuu I'm wronghh,,, I broke the rules of mother.." said Rama while bowed.

" which rule?? look me in the eyes of mother.You men should dare not bow like that. How will you protect mother and cania if you're such a coward"

" i love her buuuu, I'm afraid my mother is angry" said Rama full of regret. Rama had expected it. Surely his mother would be like this.

" mom always loses.don't, at least for now.after you have a job, an adult, a new income you can choose who you love. I don't want to just because you're courting all of mom's sacrifices, all of mom's hopes are wiped out"

" so buuu... I dare not tell him that I love him even very much love him" explained Rama was afraid if his mother was disappointed longer.

" good, oh,,! be patient first son .. If it is time mother will not forbid you" he said while hugging Rama. and Rama could not blame his mother.