A LOVE THAT WAS NEVER OWNED
GOTTA STAY AWAY
Tiara's departure left a feeling in my heart. I am grateful that there is an Irfan who loves me and appreciates me. Sometimes I blame my heart why not go to love him even a little. it feels impeccable in Irfan. he loves me even without reply, even without reply, to be sacrificed his good name just to keep my good.
" you shouldn't have done that"
I muttered to myself.I imagined that he was with Tiara across from my class, chatting very happily,, their hands clasped each other as if it was really natural it turned out to be just pretend for my sake.
" who was she,,,?? I think you just saw him" asked Dad, startling my daydream.
" he's Tiara well,, Meisya's underclassman" I replied.
" mama just saw him"
" he's just here anywayI don't know him very well"
" what's he doing here?" ask mama to investigate a little.
" just playing mah"
" certain??" ask me to come nimrung.
" yeah, well, he's actually Irfan's new girlfriend" I honestly doubt.
" yes???? since when??" mama asked very surprised.
" don't know ahh,, he's here .. essentially ask my permission to be in a relationship with Irfan, yes I permit you why not?? anyway Irfan my best friend is not who I am "answer I am honest in everything.
" now how are you with Rama?" suddenly my father asked me that.
" how's that nanya's father.we're talking to Tiara, right??"
" do you know where ?? must be your mom who said ??" I asked while looking at my mom, all I saw was a smile.
" your father is also entitled to know the development of his daughter" bela mamah.
" ahhh makes me ashamed of my father.when this is a story of women, nyesel deh I confide in mamah" I pura - pura sulk.
Mom hugged me and stroked my hair.
" same mother father will always listen to your curses whatever it is. We as parents will be your best friend as well.maybe better than Lulu" he said so wisely.
I hugged her. In my heart I am very grateful to have been blessed with parents as good as them.
" do you love Rama so much??" suddenly my mother asked me that seriously.
" yes, I love him." I said so honestly before them.
" can you separate first, for now only. Can you stay away from each other first?? just this time!!" mamah said so seriously.I gawked, I was surprised, I was surprised to hear his request.like giddling in the middle of a hole.I was struck to hear it. I stared at mamah alternately staring at my father. they looked at me just like me with shocked gazes.
" is it not wrong with the mah?? suddenly tell me to stay away from Rama. What is the reason??" my question was almost accompanied by a cry that sipped on the chest.
" there is no reason just to want you to focus first on the same lesson.anyways you just broke up with Irfan . what your friends say. Maybe they think because - because Rama again"
" i don't care, , but Irfan also had a crush while still with me" I tried to defend myself.
" excuse me, son!!" mama sounded faint.
" when have you been fighting all this?? since when have you been acting like Rama's mother??" I talk without control. I flippantly say all that. I regret very sorry!!!
