A LOVE THAT WAS NEVER OWNED

CLASSIFICATION

Still as usual, the morning sun in July warmly greeted.Today class division for new students including me.

" Lulu ..easy-ease we are classy yes" I said as we were in line

" yes, if we are our classmates we sit at one table yes" replied Lulu excitedly

"definitely dong" said I was no less excited

" i also hope to be in class with you" whispered someone to me. I glanced at the direction of the voice.he againii. he stood firmly behind me somehow since when I clearly did not realize it.

" hi Ram.. Since when have you been behind me?" ask me to him

" get free where you are" he chattered with a smile

" it's up to you ah," I replied .

many of us saw him with me. I was a little uncomfortable with their views as if I was guessing what was going on between me and Rama.

arrive at the main event. mr. wakasek field students read the order first class one by one. this year first class up to class 1J. I , Lulu and also Irfan one class in class 1b, and Rama didn't record a class with us. Rama was listed as a student in class 1e.

how happy I can be in class with lulu. The hope can one class materialize as well.

" we are in the class of love" said Irfan approached me to almost hug me.Fortunately there is Rama's hand that immediately blocked him. There is a look less friendly in the eyes of Rama to Irfan. he seemed to dislike Irfan.

" who the hell is elo" hardik Irfan

" yeah like - like me dong" replied Irfan increasingly making Rama furious

" that's not the same time" Rama said

" who is elo, Sya? " ask Irfan to Meisya

" he's my friend" I replied with a lot of heart.

there was a disappointed look on Rama's face when I called him a friend.yes as a friend .what am I supposed to say? should I introduce her more than as a friend.

we all disbanded, after the class-sharing event was over. we looked for our respective class places.

" you're not looking for your class? " i asked Rama because he followed me with Lulu

" i'll look for your class first" he replied lightly without any burden.

I just looked at each other with Lulu. "what's wrong with this guy?" my question is in my heart.

soon I found my class.I felt excited with Lulu.so I forgot the undeniable figure who had accompanied me to find where my class was. Until I arrived at the door of my class I turned back, I looked back, towards Him who faithfully waited for me until I entered the classroom. Rama smiled sweetly at me. Again the smile that I had craved every day.the smile that had made my heart rustle, flutter and stunned.when my face felt hot, for a moment I felt blushed. I gave my sweetest smile to him.I put my feet into the classroom, I looked again at him behind me and no longer found his figure, he was gone. And somehow there was a sense of emptiness in the soul

" if he were my class" whispered my heart.

then I sat down at a table with Lulu as planned.I was happy to stay with my best friend Lulu. I was happy to stay with her even though my happiness felt incomplete without Rama in my class