A LOVE THAT WAS NEVER OWNED

HOSPITAL

Irfan looks surprised when he sees me on the same bench Rama. jealousy he so radiated from the hue of his face.

" why are you sitting with him? " he asked suspiciously.

" i have been punished . Rama too." I replied with a smile.

" what punishment?"

" i was late for class"

" where did you go. where were you in class - where?"

" just after the bell came in, I went to the toilet" I answered in a lie.

" trus Rama?" tanyanya investigates

" he was also late in. even more late than me "

" where did he go to be so late"

" no" I replied briefly

" let's go home" asked me to switch the conversation.

I came home with Irfan with great joy. it feels very happy even though it is not because Irfan. still imagined the incident earlier, in the hallway between OSIS and UKS space, it is not because Irfan, although it was full of tears but Rama's gaze changed all the sadness.

" you're so happy, you're rarely this happy"

" i'm sad to say I'm happy to be suspicious . I don't want to be constantly sad"

" because I care so much about you"

" receive sighhh" I answered briefly.

at home I smiled at myself.truly happy.dark clouds in my heart immediately turned into a beautiful rainbow.

" Assalamualaikum.. mah I'm home!!" I shouted so cheerfully

Mom didn't come near me for long.

" should pray and eat"

" good mah"

" out of it .. we look at Lulu. this morning her mother tlp Lulu had to be treated she had typhoid" .

like being struck by a tickle, the news of Lulu entering Rmah sick so surprised me. All the happiness that happened this afternoon passed with the news. I immediately drowned. finished praying I invited mamah to visit Lulu.

I waited until Lulu woke up . while Mamah and Lulu's mother chatted here and there.

" Yes.you are here" said Lulu so slowly.

" yes .I am here. get well quickly yes.You must be strong". he nodded slowly and then his eyes closed again. said his mother was deliberately given drugs whose side effects are sleepy so that patients do not move much and rest to quickly recover.before long after saying goodbye but I refused the invitation to go home mamah.

" mama first yes, I will go home. still want to accompany Lulu" I whine so that mama allows.

mamah also agreed after a series of conditions that I had to fulfill. I agreed everything let mamah calm me. I live with his mother Lulu who accompanied Lulu. there was a nurse who examined Lulu and then gave her a prescription that her mother had to take.

I waited for Lulu to see herself. she was so weak.I lost all the cheerfulness in her.

" quickly recover my best frienduu I miss your joy.I have no friends without you" I said as I clasped his hand.

someone came into the room where Lulu was with me. I thought it was Lulu's mother.

" are you here?" I wonder between happiness and wonder.

" he's so bad, isn't he? " he ignored my question and approached Lulu.

" the hb is low, but the heat is stabilizing" I explained.

" who are you here with?"

" same mama but she's home"

" kirain is the same as Irfan" he said flatly

" he didn't know Lulu was being treated"

" you didn't tell him?" lure him as if to know everything.I was about to answer him but Lulu's mother came to bring a piece of medicine.

" have Rama been around for a long time?"

" not aunt" yet"

" thank you, yes, you've already bothered to visit Lulu. You must be healthy. take care of your health"

" same - same aunt." we said almost at the same time.

" aunty get out first huh, what do you want? Meisya was your mama said you haven't eaten because you want to come here immediately.you want to buy what to eat?"

" no aunt, thank you. I'm not hungry yet"

then came Lulu's mother.The three of us lived.