A LOVE THAT WAS NEVER OWNED

ANSWERS WITHOUT HEART

Now Irfan increasingly dare to show his love.no longer a surprise - mysterious surprises like before.he often came to my desk just to ask me news or ask about schoolwork.

she used to take me for walks when I got home from school but I never wanted to. I was always with Lulu. Even if she kept it cool I didn't care about her. often he invites me to talk this that I do not heed it. often Lulu tells me to move on immediately but I have not been able to open my heart to others.

" Irfan is different, yes, he is braver than Rama" Lulu always said so.

I did not touch him. There is still a fear in my heart . My resolve is already round I will not just open my heart again.

" thank you dong sya,,, Irfan's pity is waiting too long for you" not only did Lulu, my other classmates, follow me. I just smiled knotingly in response to them.

Until the end of first class I still hang Irfan feelings without certainty . sometimes thought kasian, too long waiting but I do not want to be his partner just pity. I know he always does his best for me, but still my heart is petrified.

" She's been waiting too long for me, you actually refused me what's taking me??" one day Irfan asked me.

" it seems you're tired." I replied in response

" not tired, but I just want certainty from you" he replied as if he was heartless.

" well .. wait until next week yeah, I'll give you certainty" I replied as I spoke

" it's still a long time" he said with a frown.

" rather than not at all. let's choose to wait or stay without clarity "hardikku on him.

" okay I wait until next week ya" he replied excitedly.

Until the appointed time, I forgot about it.

" Yes... have you made a decision?" asked Irfan during this time, while sitting in the chair that used to be occupied by Lulu.

" what decision??" I pretend I don't understand.

" your appointment was last week"

" ohhhh," I answered flatly without expression

" well, if you love me for who I am, I accept you as my partner" I replied insipidly

" the announcement, the announcement, the announcement.it's happy news... MEISYA WIJAYA has now become my lover.he accepted my love" he said loudly until everyone in the class listened to him. then everyone clapped, as if they were also feeling Irfan's happiness . appeared Lulu who had not been in the class. during the break he was necessary with the head of OSIS .

he immediately came towards me, and told Irfan to get out of his chair.

" is there something I don't know?" the question is directly judgmental.

" Lulu... You went anywhere. Meisya just received her love Irfan" the bima answered.

Lulu seemed to not believe what she heard, she looked at me questioningly.

" really ???"

I just nodded

" do you really want to open your heart??"

" right,,, still being disowned" I replied flatly.

" ohhh kirain has started to love her" he said again

" stttt🤫🤫🤫"

" trus what does it mean that you accept him without love??"

" let him not keep asking me for answers."

" jeez, I'm so sorry about your fate Fan"

" be careful .. don't tell anyone else!!!"

" why don't you just refuse if you don't love"

" satian if at once I refuse. he has waited too long.if I refuse he will be more embarrassed by everyone" I replied lightly.