A LOVE THAT WAS NEVER OWNED

TIARA

He smiled sweetly at Irfan as if he had known for a long time.he looked at the figure of Irfan with a view that was never obtained from Meisya.

" sister didn't realize I was here??"

" i'm sorry, brother, I thought of something a little"

" must think of Meisya?"

" no Tiara, you're just guessing"

" think I might??" tanyanya spoiled

" a little bit" replied Irfan ngasal

red wailed the beautiful face of Tiara. it feels this makes him amazed.an Irfan who is known to be eccentric, poetic, cool, suddenly admitted to thinking about it.

" let's go, you go to class, and the bell comes in!" irfan said to disperse all the thoughts of Tiara.

" all right.but we'll be home from school together"

" how about it later"

" must be!!!" he said as if maksa.

So he left Irfan's class.

Remembering the figure of the tiara, a first-grader who happened to participate in extra art at school under the guidance of Irfan. he was always amazed every Irfan gave a method about singing,,, about the concept of making paintings and whatever it was. he likes everything about Irfan. He knows Irfan Meisya lover but he can not block the taste that began to disturb the niches of his heart.

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There is another figure of Rama who is now starting to change . he is no longer jolly, he becomes quiet.

" why the end of this you're not as happy as usual" I asked myself.

" are you not comfortable with me anymore?? are you going to avoid me again?? are you going to ignore me again??" my question is that there is anger in every tone of my speech.

" what are you talking about?? since when have I ignored you,,,?? even when you're with the others I'm willing to be a stalker to see you, to give up all my longing for you" she replied as if asking for understanding.

" then why the end - the end is you like you are not?? if there's anything please talk so I can understand"

" there's nothing I can tell you but I'm afraid of losing you and I don't want you to be disappointed in me anymore!!" he said while looking at me.

always afraid of losing me or she will disappear.

" it feels silly" so grumbled my heart.

" just relax I won't disappear" I replied trying to break his daydream.

" you have to promise you won't disappear from me no matter what"

" i can't promise anything. Mamah always said I'm forbidden to have any promises with my opposite sex, especially in terms of romance"

" really?? why" he asked in wonder.I nodded in agreement with my statement.

" the reason is because not necessarily I can keep my promise, it will be a debt forever" I replied with confidence.he was pensive maybe he understood what I was talking about.

" from now on we enjoy our time, our togetherness.as long as we can maintain something that is in us. don't over-estimate what has not happened.we just relax" said me.

" well!!!" timpal Rama asserted his lover's words, even though in his little heart the anxiety still enveloped his mind,, the worry still ruled his heart. either tomorrow or the day after tomorrow her mother will move her school if she still keeps seeing us together like this.

" you will never know how deep my concern is with you.May or the day after tomorrow - I disappear from your side" said Rama.

sad, sad, sick, angry and disappointed he pendam himself.he does not want his love to be concerned about the threat of his mother.