A LOVE THAT WAS NEVER OWNED

IRFAN DATING

Today at break time I did not visit Lulu class . I went to the cafeteria with Dina. I enjoyed my snacks. The current class atmosphere is friendly with me. classmates no longer gossip me with Rama or I with Irfan . They began to ignore my closeness with Rama. Even the figure of Adi who most often teases me now no longer. we appreciate each other.

suddenly the sound in the class became boisterous as if something very rare happened.they whispered to each other but wait for them to glance at me.

" what's going on??" my question is in my heart.

" what's going on outside??" ask Dina

" don't know din, they went into class whispering and seeing me" I was still surprised.

I moved from my chair to get out of the trash class to where it was outside the classroom. From the front Lulu was running towards me . he got closer to me but the figure of Rama immediately stood firmly blocking my view.

" don't look at it!!!" ban it to me when I don't know what.

" what can I not see??" my question while plingak plinguk do not understand.I see Lulu standing pecking beside Rama. I increasingly do not understand what is really.

" hey what are you guys doing??" I was still enveloped in astonishment.

" what can I not see??" I asked again. I flicked the sturdy body of Rama. I saw the view across there. I saw clearly what I can not see. I was silent. now I understand why they were whispering and then glancing at me. it turns out this!!!!. opposite there was Irfan who was dating my younger classmate. they leaned against the walls of the classroom regardless of their surroundings. Their hands held each other.

" Yes... You're okay, right??" ask Lulu who seems worried about me.

" don't weep for him in front of me Shah" pinta Rama.

" i'm fine Lu" I said calmly.

" why should I cry over him. I also often do that behind your back" I said very calmly.

" Lu.. Now break even right?? I'm no longer a sinner??" I'm on Lulu and Rama.

" i know. meningan now you go to your class. I am my class ok!!" say lightly

" promise me you won't worry me!"

" yaa" I said with a smile.

I too soon passed leaving a sight that I could not deny a little scratching my heart. I must not be hurt. I must be happy for him. I am glad he can laugh freely with others . I can't make him happy . This new chapter of my story with Irfan is probably coming to an end.

" what's up??" asked Dina when I was sitting again in the chair.

" it's like Irfan's dating a first-class kid"

" where??"

" behind the opposite class"

" have you guys broken up??"

" don't ask that one" I told dina.

" are you okay??". I just shook my head to answer Dina's question.

I don't know,, my heart is hard to guess. there may be a little hurt but I soon self-conscious.I also like that even more behind Irfan.

" without you guys knowing I'm more friendly with Rama, I'm more romantic with Rama. Even though my status and Rama's still vague but we enjoy our togetherness" said my inner voice.

" i'm sorry Fan. You deserve to be happy" I thought.