A LOVE THAT WAS NEVER OWNED

IBU

After revealing what happened to his mother, Rama went back into the room. It feels plong, he has told his mother . at least the burden is slightly reduced.although the fact remains the same his mother remains lazy he to date.

" it's okay if the soul mate is not going anywhere" said Rama's mind.

" but our path is too difficult Meisya, especially now there is someone who honestly says love to you. say love to you. while I?? I just love you in silence. I love you without daring to say it. I'm sorry I've been a coward in front of you. I know you've been hurt so much by my strange demeanor. don't ask how much this heartache must be like this, yes, I'm sick I'm sad, I'm sad . just love you even I can't afford. I'm sorry ,, dear" rama's heart in his daydream.

so his henchmen daydreamed he did not realize that his sister entered the room.

" sister, brother Rama. Don't be bengong gitu dong"

Rama was shocked and half dead, he was completely unaware of the whereabouts of his sister.

" sister loved her very much huh.." guess kania. Rama just nodded.

" who the hell is he?"

" he's Meisya" replied Rama.

" does she know her brother's in love with her??"

" know"hhh"

" why didn't you say it??"

" often you want to be honest with her, but every time you want to say it, your shadow always crosses your mind"

" sister is too obedient sihh"

" sister doesn't want to disappoint mother's expectations"

" does he love my sister too?"

" sister doesn't know. that sister knows we are equally comfortable with each other. when we are together as if we are happy. although brother is not completely sure that Meisya also love the sister."

" sister is too late . no one precedes saying it. he's braver than brother"

" are they officially dating?"

" don't know yet"

" it's not too late before Ijab kobul is still free to date anyone right"

" ah kamuu, know where those words come from"

" i'm not as stupid as big brother.I'm not as you know" said kania with a smile

" if brother was given the courage to say love to him we kept going so dating what about mom??" rama asked with a sad hue

" yes, I can't know brother"

" should you lie to me??"

" this is for brother"

" no ah. sister does not want to disappoint mother. for sister mother everything until anytime"

" ahhh brother, it's up to you. I've given you the best solution"

kania said as she passed from her sister's room.

it occurred to Rama's mind to follow Kania's advice. He wanted to say his feelings to Meisya after all his mother would never know.butiii he thought back.if until his mother knew how much disappointed he was. Rama was afraid of hurting his mother.

" I'm sorry buuuu,," then imagined how hard his mother's sacrifice for him and Kania. His mother was willing to be a single parent since they were little. His mother was willing not to marry again for fear of father continued not loving Rama and Kania. whereas who wanted to invite his mother quite a lot. working a bone just to finance the interests of his children. Rama is not willing if his mother's hard work is reciprocated by the disobedience of his children. For Rama his mother is everything - sanya . "may Meisya understand "