A LOVE THAT WAS NEVER OWNED

SINGING TO WHOM

" I think Rama has a crush on you Shah" Lulu said

" you're that.where maybe ah" I told lulu.

" really yes" replied Lulu firmly

" what do you think he has a crush on me?"

" it depends on your heart" replied Lulu.

I am confused by my heart which cannot be denied if I consider the presence of Rama in my heart. I feel comfortable being with him even though it is too early to call this love.

Days passed . I did not feel I had entered the fourth month of high school . I was happy for everything. Lulu my best friend who never tired with me as well as Rama who is always with me. every morning he has been waiting for me in front of the gate. he did not hesitate to take me to the front of the class. every return Rama did not miss walking with me even though sometimes Lulu let us walk together . Rama was always beside me. Even when the break came he visited my class even though to just take me to the school cafeteria.

the other children had thought that Rama and I were lovers but I always avoided them because we were not lovers. there is also the figure of Irfan who never tired of entertaining our class with his sweet voice.

one day exactly entered the 5th and 6th lesson hours.The subjects of PKN, but unfortunately the teacher's father could not attend because his wife had to be rushed to the hospital because of bleeding. 1b grade children are given the task of noting chapter 3. after the children are done in a storm. chat to and fro , this shout it is like a child🤭🤭. by itself Irfan sings with his mersdunya voice. performed a love song makes the atmosphere carried away romantic.all speechless,, all carried away,,,,,, all carried away,,, no more talking here and there no more screaming this.all the focus of living the song performed by Irfan. momentarily it feels amazing.but there is something strange . when Irfan sang his eyes he could not be seen looking at me. to make other friends come to glance at me.

" Lu.lu ..is there something strange on my face??" I asked Lulu a little whisper

" no" replied Lulu

" good then" I replied calmly

" but why are the others looking at me??" ask me again

" do you feel that way?" ask me to Lulu

" how not to feel from the beginning he sang until now he kept staring at you" said Lulu

yes it's true he keeps looking at me. I'm a little uncomfortable being treated like this.

boisterous applause echoed in my class as Irfan finished his singing.

" your appreciation is very good Fan" said Bima my classmate.

" who is your song for? " ask Sindy who is also my classmate

" which is certainly not for you Sin" even Bima who replied

" ah you broke my heart" replied the sullen sindi.

Irfan just smiled, a mysterious smile in my opinion.

the children went back to silence no longer noisier as before Irfan sang.we waited for the next lesson hour.

I was still like that . chatting with Lulu to and fro without realizing there is a mysterious figure who always steals a look at me. he noticed every movement of my gerik. without me knowing also maybe he admired me. occasionally he joked with his best friend only to remove the suspicion that there was something he was paying attention to more than others.