A LOVE THAT WAS NEVER OWNED

REPLY LETTER TO IRFAN

Fold the sheet of paper in front of me. I put it in an envelope . as neat as possible. although it will not match the neatness of Irfan.

Until school I told Lulu to give it to Irfan . I don't want to see him at least for now.

" what is this letter??"

" receipt letter of his decision"

" sure you don't regret it?? sure you're not gonna defend Irfan??" tanyanya was afraid I was sorry.

" sure, this is best for us friendship is better than being a lover" I replied straightforwardly.

Lulu already knew that Irfan sent me a broken letter.

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" Fan.there's a note " said Lulu while giving the letter to Irfan.

He knew who the letter was from even though he had no idea what it contained. Irfan immediately entered his class.he hurriedly opened the contents inside.

***for my best friend Irfan

 

prihal you with others at that time, do not pay too much attention to my heart. I'm happy you can be happy with others. in every prayer - my prayer I always hope you are happy. believe mehh!!. one thing you should know I'm still your best friend,, your friend as I was. Thank you for all your kindness so far***.

 

MEISYA

 

 He smiled meaningfully as he read the letter.There was a relief in his heart.he took a deep breath - in releasing all the burdens that had been shackling his heart.

" may this be the best way.let me love you from afar, love you in silence and adore you in solitude" so softly.

then he imagined the figure of Tiara the younger sister who had helped him to do all this.

" thank you for all your help" he said with a smile.he was happy with his love even though it was unrequited.he was grateful to know Meisya at least he had known a sense of patience. he was grateful for the time that made him try to keep waiting.

" i had thought that as time went on you would be able to open your heart to me, but the truth was not. it was when you were with me, that his presence made your eyes look at me not one bit. I know everything,,,,, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I'm all of you,,,, everything you do behind my back, everything Rama does without your knowledge, I know every day Rama is our stalker.I know how far you're with him behind me, too, I know,, my little heart aches so much for all those wounds and disappointments but my love for you is capable of me not being carried away by the lust of anger.maybe this is my best way of letting you go before my anger can no longer be controlled. I don't want anyone else to judge you a traitor, let it be just me who is seen as such because I love you too much Meisyaa" Irfan said. he was angry when his lover saw the figure of Rama full of love, he was angry when he saw his idol looking friendly, holding hands, holding hands, embrace but again - again the majesty of his love that is able to dampen all the flames of anger in his heart.

" why begong??" ask the figure of a beautiful woman that Irfan did not realize was already in front of him.

" youuu, have you been here long??" asked Irfan who was greeted by a nod of the woman's head.