A LOVE THAT WAS NEVER OWNED

MOVE PLAN

Rama left with all the hurt and pain.I stick to my decision.we will try to forget our story even though it takes time and a strong determination. don't ask about our sadness because we are so devastated by all this. Only this time I feel the pain of love.for the first time I have to love someone and then just let go.

imagining how he felt I was powerless.My cry became more and more as he left my house. I know mamah noticed what had happened but amazingly he still gave me time to spill all my heart because of love . he did not dare to bother me even to just say "don't cry over his departure". that's how great my mom is so I'll try to be the best for her.

A subtle knock on the door of my room dawned on me that this was entering the time of day.

" Yes .. can come out for a moment" said softly mama

" alright.but Meisya wants to pray first" I replied in a raucous voice .

So immediately I pray . complain of all the pain that I feel at this time. In prayer I slip the name of Rama so that he is happy.

" maybe this is best for us my lord, then strengthen us to go through it all. Allow him to let me go, to be happy even without me. I thank you because you have granted this feeling, the feeling of loving her even though I have to end it immediately. I believe your destiny is best than any plan" I said in prayer.

After being satisfied in my complaint to HIM, I immediately met my mother.they were waiting for me in the family room.

they saw jelly in my eyes that looked swollen.

" why??" ask me whether it is just a base - stale or indeed mamah have not told the father what happened to me today.

" me and Rama are over, I don't want to continue." I said as always honest to them.

" does Rama accept all that?"

" he had refused, until he begged me to wait for him to be the figure his mother expected him to be, but I did not approve of him" felt a touch of mamah hand stroking my back gave me strength of its own.

" dad called you here on purpose. Dad's office went up but he was transferred to. So I want to hear your opinion , do you want to change schools or stay here"

" the decision is in your hands. same mommy father will not force you, but if you do not move, maybe we should prepare a home assistant. because mommy must move with dad" explained mamah.

" suddenly well, isn't there any notice from before??"

" there has long been a discourse like this . Dad did not expect that the one who rose and transferred was the father "clearly my father.

" well, I'll move in with you"

" right, you won't regret it?? is all the business done??" ask dad.

" right yahhh, but you can't tell me anything else . Lulu can't even know I'm moving in"

" you have to say goodbye to them. You have to tell them"

" i'm sure I'm going to say goodbye to them but I'm not going to do it right now"

" what about Rama??" ask dad.

" it's the best way for him to separate from me"

" what a pity Rama is yes mah. I'm sorry. has become sad he was ignored by the idol of his heart"

" ayaaahhhh, please don't make me sad either" . They look at me and they hold me warm like a baby. yaaa,, they treat me like I'm still a tiny baby.