A LOVE THAT WAS NEVER OWNED
NGAJAK JALAN TOGETHER
" Yes, there is a good film that is airing.we watch yuk" asked Irfan at break time.
" when?"
" after school"
" ah don't later because I already have the same mama event" I look for an excuse.
" what about wednesday?"
" means 4 more days huh?"
" yes, how , do you want??, do you have time??"
" well, I will try" I replied. In my heart I hope that at that time he forgets and we do not watch together.
On the appointed day , it turns out Irfan did not forget it. after school he had been waiting so that I did not forget the promise to watch together.
" later in the afternoon I pick ya up" he said as he parted at the intersection.he was so excited. actually wanted me to reject it but I could not break the spirit contained in the hue of his face.
In the afternoon he was smiling at my door, and he picked me up on time.
" heart - heart yes,, do not be too late home" advice mamah tumben once allowed his daughter to go alone with the opposite sex.
" well aunt" said Irfan respectfully.
leave the two of us without much to say. maybe Irfan was tired . from earlier only he was active in talking while I mostly only answered yes or no.
until the destination Irfan directly buy a ticket.
" what to buy later" he asked
" popcorn" I replied
he ordered two because I wanted to order 2. I don't want to eat one container with him.
The film we watched was over . I immediately came out of the room. followed by Irfan behind me. until outside there Rama was waiting for who.
" are you.. are you here too??" Irfan asked, before answering he looked at me deeply.
" really..we also just sorted out" said Irfan while hanging his hand on my shoulder. I wanted to immediately dodge but Irfan looked at me meaningfully.
" where are you going now??"
" i want to go home"
" what if we hang out together first.there is a nice cafe around here" asked Irfan.
he did not immediately answer.he looked back at me deeply. With reflex I shook my head a little sign forbid Rama to come with us.
" it's a pity that I have a promise with people so I can't come along. Maybe next time Fan" he replied as he looked at me.
there was a sense of relief in my heart when Rama gave such an answer.
" thanks Rama. what would happen if you were with us. I would not be able to breathe calmly if you were in front of me in one place. ahhhh right now I feel sultry. I want to go home soon!!!!" my heart.
Split us with Rama. I want to see his departure but I can't. I appreciate Irfan. Even though I don't love him a bit but that doesn't mean I don't respect his feelings.
" we go straight home" I whined to Irfan
" you don't want to eat first??" ask him
" no ah, next time, yeah"
" promise yes, , one day we go together, eat together outside yes" he replied still excited
" yeee, you're always made a promise"
" if not then when you want to be invited out with me just the two"
" who said you want both, we'll take Lulu" I said with a triumphant smile.
" there's always a reason" he said
" fan's...Your fan is very good . however much I irritate your heart.You remain patient, I'm sorry Fan" I said softly whether he heard it or not but I sincerely apologize to you.
