A LOVE THAT WAS NEVER OWNED

GO WITHOUT LULU

" Lu.he's still not in school. Maybe he's really sick" I said worriedly.

" when are you going to see him??"

" i don't know.I'm afraid his mother will be angry if I go there"

" maybe if you go with Irfan he won't get mad"

" no!!! I wouldn't go there with Irfan. If I went there with Irfan maybe I'd hurt his heart"

" well,, later in the afternoon we ventured to look at him. whatever his mother's response to us, we have reached" said Lulu ngasih spirit.

" we're just going to be determined???" I still doubt.

" yes, let's get there!!"

Lulu doesn't come to my house in the afternoon.

" what's wrong with him??" I asked who I wanted to see him today, but Lulu made me worried.

the sound of tlp shocked me . it turned out to be Lulu.

" i'm sorry.I'm not going to be your nemenin, just about to go there, , came my dear brother from ..I'm not good to leave them" said Lulu regretfully.

" it's okay."

" are you okay, what??"

" yes, take it easy !!! if you want me to go if you still doubt I don't go" I said so that Lulu didn't feel guilty.when in fact from my deepest heart I want to go there immediately.

take me back!!! I hold the address given to me, I look at it many times.I read it out of my head I memorize the address.between going or not is still a thought. afraid to get there Rama's mother opened the door and I have to say what?????.

" hhhh how will it be,, what matters today is that I also have to visit it!!!" after a few seconds I was silent thinking.

I also immediately went to the place listed on the Kania business card.it seems that this doubt has passed replaced with a longing that is so passionate.

I arrived at the door of a house on Kania's business card.

" waalaikum salam.." sahut from within as soon as the door was open.

" sister Meisya!!!" greet someone so enthusiastically, he smiled happily as he approached me.

" ultimately, sister came too" he said as he took my hand and invited me into the house.

once this house.maybe because one of its residents is sick.

I was silent in the guest room ,, while Kania might be telling my arrival to Rama. displayed photos of family members of the house.

" maybe this is Rama's father" I said in my heart when I saw a photo that looked exactly like Rama's face.

" Rama senior" I said with a smile.

" and here's a picture of him" I said again, looking at his picture that looked so enchanting, I can't describe how handsome he was in the photo.

" amusement" suddenly Meisya's voice surprised me, and the person next to her looked really surprised to see me.

" please enjoy your time together"

she said as she passed from before me.

for a moment the atmosphere returned to silence. as if he did not believe this I. he looked at me with longing as usual. I am guilty of really feeling guilty because I just visited him today.

" is that really you..or am I hallucinating from imagining you too much?" tanyanya still can't believe it.

I nodded. assented the words - he said.

he sat next to me without me telling him to.

" what are you sick with?"

" said dr. I soybean, but I did not feel tired, just that my whole body felt so fragile" he said slowly.