A LOVE THAT WAS NEVER OWNED

LULULESS

The break hour arrived I immediately visited Lulu's class.I opened my eyes when I arrived at the door of her class but she did not look at the nose.

" you looking for Lulu??" ask me class as if I already know what I'm looking for

" yes." I replied with a friendly smile.

" today he didn't go to school, reportedly he was sick" he said

" really??" I asked as if I couldn't believe it.

" yes" he answered convincingly.

I immediately went from there . I did not forget to thank you for the information.

without Lulu I was alone ... really myself. want to go back to my class there must be Rama, and worse still my classmates will always say words of insinuation for me and Rama. I feel like I am among them.

" hii ..cock dumb" Irfan's voice startled me.

" yes.I think again Lulu. today she does not go to school. she said sick. when yesterday she was healthy - just healthy"

" want to nengokin him?? how about we go back to school and go there"

" well, , thank you" without a second thought I agree to his invitation.if not for Lulu.I don't want to go with him.

" well that's dong. once-in-a-time I want to take the road together" he said happily.

I smile. I admit that I never walk alone with him. There is always Lulu who accompanies me. I can't just be with him. various reasons from trivial to unreasonable I always use if Irfan invites me both ways.

" who said it was just the two of you, I'll take Dina kok" I replied teasing Irfan

" that's it, "I'm selfish

" it's not a sighh but I'd love to - once it's just the two of us"

" well, well, we walk together "my words made Irfan immediately smile back.

" promise is just us"

" yes. yes.kay just a little child"

" thank you, my dear" said Irfan, shuffling my hair.

" do it in class, let's not be sad" he said again while giving me my favorite chocolate.

" thank you" I replied briefly.

We walked to my class. Irfan drove me to the door and then he quickly passed to his class.

" Irfannn you're a girlfriend like a friend. want to be romantic whatever your treatment I still consider you a friend. Maybe with time I can love you".

I open the chocolate Irfan gave me, there is a sense of haru enveloping my chest.he was so attentive to what I liked. often he sent flowers but when he knew I did not like flowers he did not send them anymore. she knows very well what I like and what I don't like. I never know what she likes . All I know is Irfan likes to sing , his voice was good, his art was high and his person was very eccentric, about his speech he was so soft. he was loving . even whenever I let him down, he never once scolded me or ignored me.

" if this heart could be a little open to you Fan, I'd be so happy"

" want his chocolate dong" arrived - someone broke my daydream.I saw him turned out to be Rama. for the first time since the class he sat down to me. Instead - instead of asking for chocolate his eyes were on me. stay as usual,,, still as before - the way he looked at me. made my heart beat fast.

" pleassss be calm, O hatiiii" . I do not say, as usual my tongue is muddled when these eyes look at Rama.