A LOVE THAT WAS NEVER OWNED

KANIA

now Lulu is no longer angry with me, although she still seems disappointed with all my nature and attitude.

" kasian Irfan . I don't not understand you. I know even more than anyone how you feel about Rama. how you feel about Irfan" he said.

as usual, the three of us are heading home.

" are you Meisya???" ask someone who's been waiting at the gate. She's a pretty girl maybe 2 years old under me.

" i'm Meisya," I replied in surprise.

he looked at me from head to toe and then he smiled.

" can we talk to you both?" smith again.

I glanced at Irfan and Lulu asking for her opinion.they didn't answer .

" well" I said.

" maybe you guys go first yA . don't wait for me" that's what I told Lulu and Irfan.

they passed from before me. I took a stranger in front of me to a place where we could talk comfortably.

" i'm Kania . Rama's sister" now it's my turn to look at him from head to toe. There's a sense of happiness to be able to meet him. I didn't know that Rama has a sister as beautiful as this. he once said that he only had one younger sister and that he was the firstborn.

" so pretty" I said praising her. she smiled. Her dimples look so adorable. pure white skin, tall as ever, nose pointed, long black hair unraveled. "very sweet girl".

" thank you, sister Meisya is also very beautiful. pantesan kak Rama is so crazy same brother". I wonder how he knows Rama loves me while I still doubt if he loves me or not.

" oh yeah how is he now?? what pain is he??"

" he's still sick, he's exhausted and sleep-deprived. actually there's too much weight to think about"

" why didn't Meisya come to the house when the other friends saw Rama??"

" there are already those who represent all of them, after all, at that time there was an equally mama event so can not go there"

" do you know brother, if only brother is expected of brother Rama?" I shook my head.

" have you not realized that Brother Rama loves you so much?" I was stunned to hear it. It crossed my mind from where it knew.

" sister Rama loves you so much sis, he was so down when brother became the same Kak Irfan. I saw him I witnessed how it was. he was very sad"

then he paused for a moment.he took a breath as if giving pause to his heart to regulate what he was about to say again.

" he has never been in love. It seems like his first love is sister Meisya"

I have not been able to answer.between happy and sad now I feel. had this news I heard while I was waiting for him maybe I will be patient waiting for it. now free because now I have been with Irfan.

" should I leave Irfan just to chase back Rama's love.it feels too cruel." I said in my heart.

" it's too late now there's Irfan next to me" I said.

" do you love Irfan?" he asked me what I couldn't answer.

" what I regret is why your brother didn't tell me his feelings, , was hanging our status. When someone approached me he avoided me instead"

" sister Meisya doesn't know what the reason is, brother never asks, right?"

" that's what he always said, there's always a reason I won't understand when he never said it"