A LOVE THAT WAS NEVER OWNED

LONGS

" sister Meisya was told to the room ..." cried the underclassman from the doorway.

" who told him???"

" i don't know"

I also immediately went to visit the room. it was quiet no one. I was looking for still no one there.

" who exactly told me to come here??" grumble heart.

" who are you looking for??" asked someone I had guessed just by hearing his voice.I glanced at him and sure enough he was standing leaning against the wall of the room draping his hands together on his chest.

" that's adorable" I said in my heart.

" somebody told me to come here but look for no one"

" your fan times"

" like yes, a secret fan" I replied provoking his jealousy.

" you're so happy to make me jealous"

" jealous of secret fans??" my question made him even more jealous.

he's nodding.

" i'm glad to see you're jealous, even more happy that you're smiling sweetly at me" I said wooingly until she finally smiled so sweetly.

" i miss you, I miss you so much"

" ah the dreadlocks from earlier we are in the same class while still missing"

" because in class we can't talk like this"

" don't-don't just tell me to come here it's you??"

" if so why?? " the answer is cheating

" iihhhh basic!!! kirain who."

" you're disappointed your secret fan is me?"

" no!! since when do you admire me??" askaju kidding.

" from the beginning I looked into your eyes, saw your sweet smile, saw your beautiful face, since then I admired you Meisya Wijaya" he said as he stepped forward in front of me, looked at me, grasped my hand.

" when has it been??" I'm still curious

" since I saw you at the gate, when we were only two days into school, I've been crazy about you"

" do you think I feel like I'm playing??"

" not really . but I try to limit myself.this other thing at school. meningan us to the classroom" said I who was already feeling hot because of seeing his death stare.

" you go first"

" all right, I'll go first, yeah, your misses are treated, right??"

" a little!!" he answered with a smile.

I soon left him. Far ahead of me I saw a figure I knew was walking away from me. I knew him. I wanted to scream and call his name but I didn't because I knew he was filled with anger at me right now.

I turned to Lulu's class and found her with her classmates.

" here" he cried when he saw my presence.I went straight to the table where he was sitting.

" where?? I was in your class you weren't there"

" i was going to the library but I didn't want to come here" I replied.

" have you been to the cafeteria??"

" not"

" are you hungry??"

" a little but lazy whereabouts"

" fear of meeting Irfan??" he joked, thankfully, there was nothing else.

" why be afraid" I replied flatly.

" you should finish first with the new Irfan you're with Rama. Have pity on him"

" it's not me, but he who has the right to do that, knows I'm the same as the others who ignore me"

" he doesn't want to disappoint you"

" he made me sin even more"

" just decide on him" Lulu suggested.

" what's the reason? should I say because I've already got Rama's love??"

" yes no, just say sorry for not being together forever"

" uhhhh that's too stale" I told Lulu.