A LOVE THAT WAS NEVER OWNED
RAGE RAMA
Until home, Rama back moody. he was angry at himself.At first Rama pursued Meisya not to say congratulations . he will fix all the circumstances. he will forbid Meisya to continue his relationship with Irfan and will try to tell the truth if he loves her, but again he is enveloped with selfishness and cowardice.
" why do you have to congratulate me?"""
" fucking foolhhh!!!!" meaning to himself. then he dropped his body on the mattress. he lay down his body that felt so stiff.he saw the hand that was injured as if it had improved due to the touch of Meisya's hand.
" with you I am so comfortable.if you patiently wait for me Sya".
outside the rain is very heavy as he wants to spill all the burdens that exist.as well as Rama's self,, he occasionally cries shed Disappointment, pain, pain because of the love he never had.
" let's not be too sad..!" said Kania who arrived - arrived already in her brother's room.
Rama did not stop his crying he was too bitter.His first love is not as beautiful as in a love novel.
" what am I supposed to do, sister, do I have to say that you love her so much??"
" don't.don't do that!! brother is too late.he has become someone else's lover.let brother make amends brother.let him be happy"
" but I can't bear to see a sister like this . only this time my sister loves a girl.So my sister doesn't dare to say it because my sister is too obedient with my mother and sister have no experience"
" at last ..maybe Meisya will be patient waiting for brother. brother thinks he will remain with brother even though brother does not give certainty of brother relationship. brother thought he would understand the feelings of the brother without having to say directly. with the attention of the brother, with our togetherness but it turns out to be other. he does not seem to want a relationship without status" said Rama .
" Meisha is a woman and a woman needs certainty, I am also the same sister, I will leave someone if without certainty" explained Kania.
" is it possible that Meisya doesn't love Irfan?" ask in the heart.
" what does it mean that he accepts Irfan's love if he doesn't love her??"
Kania passed from her sister's room a way to heal the grief in her brother's heart.
" you men should not be crybaby. time just because women have to cry all" said his mother Rama . he entered into the room of Rama after Kania left. he listened to the talk of his children.he did not want his eldest child affected by his youngest child.
" i don't cry buuu "
" if you're whiny how you're gonna look after the cania when mom's gone"
"what do you mean??"
" mother will not be forever beside you.especially you.you must be stronger than Kania,, I want when mother is not you will still take care of her even though you already have a boyfriend and even a wife"
" buuuu,, even if Rama is dating does not mean Rama will ignore Kania, let alone mother. Rama will stay focused on the lesson, Rama will still love you. for Rama you remain the most important, until anytime" explained Rama.
his mother just passed by.
" pardon my son.pardon me. You must grow up prematurely because of the pressure of your own mother" she said in her heart.
