A LOVE THAT WAS NEVER OWNED
BETWEEN LOVE AND DEVOTION
A BRUUUUKKK!!!! the voice of the body is immediately thrown on the bed.then he turned to look at the sky - the sky of the room is silent. implied happiness, hope and a sense that dominates the heart which must be interpreted as a sense of what. because what was felt,,, his heart was now filled with turmoil until it rumbled in the chest.
" i'm happy.thanks for today's happiness" suddenly rama muttered to himself.
" how beautiful your eyeballs are,, Meisya"
" even the look on your red face is adorable"
" when you frown also you remain beautiful" said Rama while laughing, recalling the incident earlier when punished for misfortune.he also glanced at the hand that had been holding Meisya's hand,,, and,, he smiled.thousands of happiness look blushing in his eyes.His heart rustled softly,, this taste.This feeling he just found in his life.feel that for the first time in life lay in his heart.
" what's wrong with my heart?" unconsciously he asked who.then all the happy hue in his eyes began to dim
" cie.cie.kayaknya someone else is in love with nih" tita - arrived kania who is none other than his sister Rama disperse all her reverie.
" what the heck de,, bikin brother was just surprised" replied Rama felt embarrassed
" you could" answered rama
" is there something you're taking?" ask kania
" let's dong the story" she asked again
" you're always there, there ! brother still has schoolwork.don't disturb brother" expel Rama while telling kania out of his room.
" look out for the same mother" said kania before the door to Rama's room was completely closed.
his sister's last words were so ringing in the ears of Rama. If this is love, if this taste is true love, love for Meisya then he must be contrary to the rules of the mother.should he choose? when the heart cannot determine what to choose.when a turbulent sense of love and devotion. ibuuuu, for Rama a figure that will never be replaced . he who has a myriad of spirit that requires him to become a sister and role model of his sister is kania. which requires him to be successful in order to be a guide for cania. "you must be successful,, focus on learning,, do not lyrics here and there.remember , do not first get close to women" then the saying of his mother Rama is understated in the mind of Rama. Rama took a deep breath.releasing all the burdens in his mind and also his heart. A moment of happiness with Meisya flashed across his mind then was blown away by the fact that his mother would oppose everything.The happiness began to fade. " if only father still existed maybe mother would not be this hard" muttered Rama. he did not blame his mother.he realized this was his responsibility. as the oldest boy in his family he must really take responsibility for the life of his mother and also his sister.especially when his father has been absent for a long time. "pardon me ma'am...I'm sorry father, I hope I can be what you hope for. pray for me buu" said Rama with sadness that suddenly perched in his heart.
" kania,, hopefully I can be your best brother, sister will keep you whatever happens.muuu, Rama will forever be the child that I always hope for, thank you mom...for all the struggles of the mother all this time." whispered Rama's heart . he broke his body. trying to eliminate all the flavors that exist.he began to fall asleep with a million dreams
